On the Departure Platform
We kissed
at the barrier ; and passing through
She left
me, and moment by moment got
Smaller
and smaller, until to my view
She was but a spot ;
A wee
white spot of muslin fluff
That down
the diminishing platform bore
Through
hustling crowds of gentle and rough
To the carriage door.
Under the
lamplight’s fitful glowers,
Behind
dark groups from far and near,
Whose
interests were apart from ours,
She would disappear,
Then show
again, till I ceased to see
That
flexible form, that nebulous white ;
And she
who was more than my life to me
Had vanished quite.
We have
penned new plans since that fair fond day,
And in
season she will appear again—
Perhaps in
the same soft white array—
But never as then !
—‘And why,
young man, must eternally fly
A joy
you’ll repeat, if you love her well ?’
—O friend,
nought happens twice thus ; why,
I cannot tell !
The
Rambler
I do not
see the hills around,
Nor mark
the tints the copses wear;
I do not
note the grassy ground
And
constellated daisies there.
I hear not
the contralto note
Of cuckoos
hid on either hand,
The whirr
that shakes the nighthawk's throat
When eve's
brown awning hoods the land.
Some say
each songster, tree and mead--
All
eloquent of love divine--
Receives
their constant careful heed:
Such keen
appraisement is not mine.
The tones
around me that I hear,
The
aspects, meanings, shapes I see,
Are those
far back ones missed when near,
And now
perceived too late by me!
Your Last
Drive
Here by
the moorway you returned,
And saw
the borough lights ahead
That lit
your face—all undiscerned
To be in a
week the face of the dead,
And you
told of the charm of that haloed view
That never
again would beam on you.
And on
your left you passed the spot
Where
eight days later you were to lie,
And be
spoken of as one who was not;
Beholding
it with a heedless eye
As alien
from you, though under its tree
You soon
would halt everlastingly.
I drove
not with you. . . . Yet had I sat
At your
side that eve I should not have seen
That the
countenance I was glancing at
Had a
last-time look in the flickering sheen,
Nor have
read the writing upon your face,
"I go
hence soon to my resting-place;
"You
may miss me then. But I shall not know
How many
times you visit me there,
Or what
your thoughts are, or if you go
There
never at all. And I shall not care.
Should you
censure me I shall take no heed
And even
your praises no more shall need."
True: never you'll know. And you will not mind.
But shall
I then slight you because of such?
Dear
ghost, in the past did you ever find
The
thought "What profit", move me much?
Yet abides
the fact, indeed, the same,—
You are
past love, praise, indifference, blame.
The
Phantom Horsewoman
I
Queer are
the ways of a man I know:
He comes
and stands
In a
careworn craze,
And looks
at the sands
And the
seaward haze
With
moveless hands
And face
and gaze,
Then turns
to go...
And what
does he see when he gazes so?
II
They say
he sees as an instant thing
More clear
than to-day,
A sweet
soft scene
That once
was in play
By that
briny green;
Yes, notes
alway
Warm,
real, and keen,
What his
back years bring—
A phantom
of his own figuring.
III
Of this
vision of his they might say more:
Not only
there
Does he
see this sight,
But
everywhere
In his
brain–day, night,
As if on
the air
It were
drawn rose bright–
Yea, far
from that shore
Does he
carry this vision of heretofore:
IV
A
ghost-girl-rider. And though, toil-tried,
He withers
daily,
Time
touches her not,
But she
still rides gaily
In his
rapt thought
On that
shagged and shaly
Atlantic
spot,
And as
when first eyed
Draws rein
and sings to the swing of the tide.
In the Moonlight
“O LONELY
workman, standing there
In a
dream, why do you stare and stare
At her
grave, as no other grave there were?
“If your
great gaunt eyes so importune
Her soul
by the shine of this corpse-cold moon,
Maybe
you’ll raise her phantom soon!”
“Why,
fool, it is what I would rather see
Than all
the living folk there be;
But alas,
there is no such joy for me!”
“Ah—she
was one you loved, no doubt,
Through
good and evil, through rain and drought,
And when
she passed, all your sun went out?”
“Nay: she
was the woman I did not love,
Whom all
the others were ranked above,
Whom
during her life I thought nothing of.”
Transformations
Portion of
this yew
Is a man
my grandsire knew,
Bosomed
here at its foot:
This
branch may be his wife,
A ruddy
human life
Now turned
to a green shoot.
These
grasses must be made
Of her who
often prayed,
Last
century, for repose;
And the
fair girl long ago
Whom I
often tried to know
May be
entering this rose.
So, they
are not underground,
But as
nerves and veins abound
In the
growths of upper air,
And they
feel the sun and rain,
And the
energy again
That made
them what they were!
I Looked Up
from My Writing
I looked
up from my writing,
And gave a start to see,
As if rapt
in my inditing,
The moon's full gaze on me.
Her
meditative misty head
Was spectral in its air,
And I
involuntarily said,
'What are you doing there?'
'Oh, I've
been scanning pond and hole
And waterway hereabout
For the
body of one with a sunken soul
Who has put his life-light out.
'Did you
hear his frenzied tattle?
It was sorrow for his son
Who is
slain in brutish battle,
Though he has injured none.
'And now I
am curious to look
Into the blinkered mind
Of one who
wants to write a book
In a world of such a kind.'
Her temper
overwrought me,
And I edged to shun her view,
For I felt
assured she thought me
One who should drown him too.
In a
London Flat
I
" You
look like a widower," she said
Through
the folding-doors with a laugh from the bed,
As he sat
by the fire in the outer room,
Reading
late on a night of gloom,
And a
cab-hack's wheeze, and the clap of its feet
In its
breathless pace on the smooth wet street,
Were all
that came to them now and then. . . .
" You
really do!" she quizzed again.
II
And the
Spirits behind the curtains heard,
And also
laughed, amused at her word,
And at her
light-hearted view of him.
"
Let's get him made so — just for a whim!"
Said the
Phantom Ironic. " 'Twould serve her right
If we
coaxed the Will to do it some night."
" O
pray not!" pleaded the younger one,
The Sprite
of the Pities. " She said it in fun!"
III
But so it
befell, whatever the cause,
That what
she had called him he next year was;
And on
such a night, when she lay elsewhere,
He,
watched by those Phantoms, again sat there,
And gazed,
as if gazing on far faint shores,
At the
empty bed through the folding-doors
As he
remembered her words; and wept
That she
had forgotten them where she slept.
The
Essential Hardy / Selected and with an Introduction
by Joseph Brodsky.
The Ecco
Press, 1995
About the poetry of Thomas Hardy : Thomas Hardy Society
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