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24/10/2021

About El Archivo de la Memoria Trans Argentina

 


VABF 2021: Trans Memory: Keeping Transgender History Alive (Panel)

 
This panel is a conversation about the role of registering and documenting the histories of trans folk. María Belén Correa, the founder of the El Archivo de la Memoria Trans (Argentine); Verónica Fieiras of Chaco Editorial, publisher of the book Archivo de la Memoria Trans; and Dr. Aaron Devor, Chair of Transgender Studies and Archives at the University of Victoria, will join us in a discussion about the practices and politics surrounding queer archiving and trans archiving in particular.
 
Originally live on October 23, 2021
 
Vancouver Art Book Faire, October  23, 2021.

María Belén Correa and Cecilia Estalles speak with Devan Díaz and Thora Siemsen about El Archivo de la Memoria Trans Argentina.

Founded by activist archivist María Belén Correa in 2013, El Archivo de la Memoria Trans Argentina is a historical-memory project devoted to lost friends and forebears. This growing collection of more than ten thousand documents—photos, videos, and mementos––gives flesh to trans lives in Argentina. The archive originated as a private Facebook group, a forum for research and discussion sustained by the dedication of its members. With the help of Carolina Figueredo, Luciano Goldin, Car Ibarra, Luis Juárez, Magalí Muñiz, and Cecilia Saurí, the community has retrieved treasures that have survived decades of police, military, and social repression. In 2014, photographer Cecilia Estalles began digitally preserving the group’s efforts and broadening its scope, creating a blueprint for kindred collectives. Last year, with Editorial Chaco, the archive published its first book, which is, inter alia, a beautiful art object.
 
THORA SIEMSEN: When I look at a project that developed among friends, I’m always curious how those people met, how it came about. How did you all find one another?
 
MARÍA BELÉN CORREA: I started a long time ago with one friend, Claudia Pía Baudracco, who was one of the most important activists for trans people in Argentina. We were collecting souvenirs, pictures, documents—trying to remember nice moments. She died in 2012, two months before Argentina passed its watershed Gender Identity Law, which made hormone treatments and gender-reassignment surgery accessible through the public health system, and which allowed people to officially change their gender without a medical diagnosis. Her family got to know me. They gave me her ashes and one big box with all the things that she collected––maybe ten thousand pictures, passports, postcards. I started a private Facebook group for transsexual people in Argentina or from Argentina but living elsewhere in the world. Within four months we had fourteen hundred members. In 2014, I met Cecilia.
 




CECILIA ESTALLES: At that time, I was searching for information about the transfemicide of a woman named Gina Vivanco. She was killed by police in 1991 because she witnessed a robbery that had something to do with them. I was making a short documentary about what happened to her. I went to Canada to present the film and visited the ArQuives in Toronto, a Canadian LGBTQ2+ nonprofit founded in 1973. I said to myself, “Argentina has to see this.” I proposed to Belén that we work toward making a physical archive, and that I go to the house of each of the girls in the Facebook group to gather images and digitize their collections.
 
MBC: I’m in Germany, and I work here communicating with Cecilia in Argentina. Nobody knew Cecilia, and nobody would give the pictures to her directly, so I contacted the girls because the girls know me. The collection, which started with the box from Pía, got bigger. Cecilia is a photographer, and she saw that this kind of photography had artistic as well as historical and political value and that it needed to be seen as all of these things. In Latin America, we are one of the first archives for transsexual people, about transsexual people, and by transsexual people. Groups in other Latin American countries use us as a point of reference for how to do this work themselves. We are always adding new materials to our collection, so that it doesn’t lie there dead.




 
DEVAN DÍAZ: Was this book a way to assert an Argen-tinean identity that has been ignored?
 
CE: For me, the book is a way of rescuing these people from oblivion. I believe the book carries an opportunity for healing for the trans people of Argentina. I think that we always thought first about what’s internal to the collective. We wanted outsiders to see what we had to show them. There are many girls who lost their friends, their families, and in these photos they can visit them again. People whom they had lost long ago may return to their lives.
 
DD: In the book, it seems like birthdays and Carnival are always times of celebration, no matter what is going on.
 
MBC: We didn’t have so many opportunities to reunite. Our reunions were in jail or when somebody was laid to rest. Birthdays or Carnival were our happiest times. Carnival was a moment when we could be whatever we desired, because for a few days, the police couldn’t touch us. I could dance in my costume that I worked on for a year.
 
TS: How would you describe being a trans citizen of Argentina now?
 
MBC: Depends on your age. The statistics say the average transsexual person in Argentina lives anywhere from thirty-five to forty-one years. Young people can continue in school and work while transitioning. But there are people totally out of sight of the system. They don’t have a job; they’re not qualified because they never had the opportunity to go to school. Because of the new law, younger people’s lives are better. The problem at this moment is the older person. Many of those who are now over forty-five have silicone liquid floating around inside their bodies or untreated diseases because we don’t have a good health-care system in Argentina. We need new laws for all the girls who are over forty-five, who don’t have housing, health insurance, work, an education.
 
DD: Silicone injections began in trans communities in Brazil but quickly spread across Latin America. It might be hard for some people today to comprehend the intense cost-benefit calculations of taking such risks. Do you consider silicone to be a drug or medicine?





 
MBC: The only good part is when you can look in the mirror and feel like you have the key for your body so much faster. That moment is magic. Then, slowly, you realize the consequences. We didn’t know anything at the time. But after twenty-five years of silicone in my body, I can say it’s not great. When we speak to the new generation and they’re unhappy with how they look, we talk about silicone like a drug: In the moment, you feel great, but with time, not so much. In the 1970s and ’80s, it looked like a solution. In 2021, we know it’s not a solution.
 
CE: But now there are many more possibilities. With the Gender Identity Law, you can think about getting on hormones, you can consider getting whichever operation, and it’s all fine and legal. It’s a good idea to remind the young girls of this so that they don’t take things into their own hands, even though the wait lists for surgery and hormones are very long and the law isn’t always carried out the way it should be.
 
MBC: Some girls don’t want to wait. My friends died so young, and we all thought we would die without our real bodies. If we died in surgery, we would at least be very beautiful in the box. Everybody knows you need to survive the first twenty-four hours after the initial injection. If the silicone hasn’t blocked your blood vessels after forty-eight hours, maybe nothing went wrong. It’s Russian roulette.
 
CE: Right now, many of the oldest women in the archive are suffering from this, and there are many who have infections, many who cannot undergo surgery because––
 
MBC: —there’s not any doctor who wants to touch that body because it’s a danger. It looks like cancer. It looks like necrosis.
 
TS: Belén, what did you miss most about Argentina in exile?
 
MBC: I missed everything. And every time I come back to Argentina, I have fewer friends. Today I heard a journalist say that certain things are impossible to forget because the mark that they leave is impossible to remove. I’m marked by torture, violence, and exile. The worst is when you leave and you don’t want to, because it’s totally different than when you can prepare to go.
 
Before I left Argentina, I was living with friends. There were constant threats by the police. It was common for a girl to disappear, and everyone would assume it was because the police got her. The threats got more intense, and my family started receiving violent phone calls. I lied to my mother and told her I was going on vacation to a resort town called Mar del Plata. Instead, I took ten days to prepare my escape. I called her when I got to the United States and told her I didn’t know when I’d be coming back. Now, when I return to Argentina, it is not the same. I try to keep track of everything I’ve lost. My life is in Germany now. My family’s here, my husband. Our dog is our Kind [child].





 
DD: Are these photos an antidote to shame?
 
CE: The book was something we fashioned out of love, out of feelings of closeness, out of our connections. It was a long process, and our friend Verónica Fieiras of Editorial Chaco worked alongside us. The book tells the story of our sisters’ distinct experiences—friendship, exile, Carnival, everyday life.
 
There is a young woman who studied Google results in Argentina before the archive, as well as what happened after we brought it into existence. Before, when you put “trans” in the search bar, tragic images would appear. When the archive was established, the search results changed completely. I think all our work has something to do with presenting a new way of seeing the world via the trans gaze, a loving gaze. Like when someone who cares for you takes your photo.
 

Time Regained. By Devan Díaz and Thora Siemsen. Art Forum  June 1,  2021.




The Archivo de la Memoria Trans Argentina represents a group of trans activists who collect, organize, and circulate photographs and written materials (diaries, letters, postcards) about trans people in Argentina, with a focus on visual archiving. In 2020, in collaboration with Editorial Chaco, this group published an eponymous selection of photos and archival materials alongside short autobiographical texts. After the celebration of the International Trans Day of Visibility (March 31), a reflection on the Archivo de la Memoria Trans Argentina’s book may help us to see the relationship between cultural memory, visuality, and social movements in the specific case of trans activism.
 
The archive dates back to the 2000s when the trans activist Claudia Pía Baudracco started to collect private pictures of friends and activists with the long-term project of building a trans archive. In 2012, Baudracco died and one of her friend, the activist María Belen Correa, opened a private Facebook group asking trans people in Argentina and abroad to join and share their private memories and pictures. Since 2014, with the support of the photographers Cecilia Estalles and Cecilia Saurí, the collection has been gradually transformed into an archive. In 2017, the Cultural Center of Memory Haroldo Conti in Buenos Aires – one of the most important Argentine memory institutions – hosted an Archivo de la Memoria Trans exhibition titled Esta se fué, a esta la mataron, esta murió [this one left, this one was killed, this one died]. Held in an important site for the symbolic and physical memory of post-dictatorship Argentina, the exhibition was the first public recognition of the trans archive.
 
The three first pages of the 2020 Archivo de la Memoria Trans Argentina demonstrate how the trans collective (re)position themselves as narrators. On opening the book, we find a black and white picture of a woman in profile against a white background. A short text follows, where a first-person and anonymous narrator describes the many meanings of the act of taking pictures in the daily life of a trans person. Turning the page, we see a woman who is taking a picture in the mirror. This sequence seems to use visual narration to depict a transformation in trans subjectivity: from portrait to self-portrait via a first-person account, the trans subject is repositioned from being the object of the gaze to providing the gaze that frames and organizes. This is the philosophy which underpins the trans archive, one which promotes the narration of trans memory in the first person.



 The book is framed by two cover flaps that, unfolded, present a list of names and nicknames. The focus on names and naming has a close connection to activist causes in post-dictatorship Argentina, in terms both of the right to identity and the right to memory. Disappearance as a practice of repression was the notorious trademark of the last Argentine dictatorship and, in general, of the dictatorships in the Southern Cone under the US-backed campaign “Operation Condor”. It entailed the systematic violation of the right to be remembered for the 30,000 disappeared and the right to identity – the right to a name, to family relationships, to public records – for the estimated 500 children born while their mothers were in captivity and ‘appropriated’ illegally, by perpetrators and their families. Human rights activists have collected information in order to reconstruct the biography of individual victims and to find the children, now adults, of the disappeared, who have lived their lives ignorant of the truth about their parents and their own real names. The mission of many activists, and now of the state, is to find these children so as to give them their original name and the story of their parents. Archives, databases, monuments, textual and artistic artefacts and commemorative occasions (like the National Day for the Right to Identity, on October 22) have been created with this purpose. One device for such acts of remembrance is the listing of names, as epitomized by the walls of the Parque de la Memoria where the names of the disappeared are engraved.
 
The Archivo de la Memoria Trans Argentina appropriates and resignifies the practice of listing name for another cause: to claim and celebrate the right to identity as the right to a gender identity, i.e. to have a recognized name, publicly recorded and reported on IDs, which is aligned with one’s gender (this right was granted to trans people in Argentina in 2012). In its Facebook group, the Archivo asked members for their own names after gender transitioning and nicknames, as well as the names and nicknames of their friends and loved ones. More than 600 were collected and used for creating lists for different occasions, purposes, campaigns and media – including the 2020 book. The names and nicknames are preceded by a “la”, the Spanish feminine for “the”. The continuous repetition of the “la” gives the list a musicality, while the continuous use of the feminine article genders the practice of listing names.
 
The playful nature of the nicknames, the pink lettering and the musicality of the list, queer a commemorative practice that is mainly used for mourning. The practice is subverted by a celebratory tone transforming it into a poetic list. These names celebrate, perform and claim a right to gender identity, to visibility and to a public memory. They allow for the possibility of choosing one’s own name and of being named by others in a way that chimes with one’s own identity in both the private and the public sphere.



 
The case of the Archivo de la Memoria Trans Argentina epitomizes how memory and its practices and genres are crucial tools in activism. As a bricoleur of memory, the Archivo de la Memoria Trans Argentina adopt genres and practices for remembering (as we have seen in the specific example of naming), borrowed from other traditions and social groups, and creatively transform them in order to shape their own collective memories. Pictures and names, by making individual trans lives visible, play a central role in visually materializing a social group so that they can act and speak publicly. To investigate how LGBTQ activists do this through archives and related publications – as well as through commemorative marches and the use of memorial, monument and public spaces – is an issue that scholars still need to address within a memory studies agenda.
 
Trans Memory Activism and Visibility: Archivo de la Memoria Trans Argentina. 
By Daniele Salerno.   Remembering Activism, . Utrecht University , April 1, 2021.

 


A documentary shows how photography has united the transgender community in Argentina and allowed them to proclaim their identity. Director Quentin Worthington sought out the guardians of these liberating and painful memories.

 Intimate moments recorded in private spaces that nurture individual freedom, away from prying eyes and amid friendly, joyful excitement: these clandestine photographs were taken by transgender people whenever they felt free to be themselves. In the 1980s, being transgender was illegal in Argentina. Such gender identity made you marginalized and vulnerable to police persecution in a country which had gone from a dictatorship to a regime that suffered its consequences.
 
In this context, photography was a bulwark against segregation. It not only allowed people to assert themselves through images, but also to commemorate members of a fragile community. Many had died as victims of assassinations, suicides, the AIDS epidemic, and illnesses linked to inadequate treatment resulting from their exclusion from the social welfare system. Photography bears witness to their existence across decades—some images going as far back as the 1910s!
 
Several trans women from the community decided to form a collective, the Archivo de la Memoria Trans Argentina, in order to preserve these photographs and make sure they are never forgotten. “When I discovered this archive project, I became passionate about the subject,” says Quentin Worthington, who embarked on making this documentary as another archive for the community. “Photography has a lot of power. It allowed them to come together, to assert themselves, and to remember.”
 
“These photographs are all the more important that they often help to identify a missing person and tell their life story under their true identity. Many refused to be buried and remembered by their birth name, and these photographs offer a way to respect their memory,” explains Quentin Worthington. This is why it is so important to meticulously preserve these images. To that end, the collective enlisted image professionals who have taught them how to use scanners, how to handle the photographs with gloves, and how to file them. As a result, they are becoming autonomous in protecting and promoting their own archives.
 
It is touching to see the difference between the photographs taken in Argentina behind a bedroom doors and those taken by a handful of exiles in the United States or Europe who enjoyed greater freedom. We can see the latter posing in front of Notre Dame de Paris wearing dresses and high heels or freely sunbathing on a beach in Italy. Such photographs fed the dreams of the community remaining in Argentina and strengthened their resolve and their struggle.
 
Thanks to this documentary and the effort undertaken to preserve the photographs, the members of the collective have been invited to many events, for example at the Reina Sofia in Madrid and, more recently, at a film festival in Paris. They jump at every opportunity to speak in public, to learn to tell their story, and to raise public awareness about their struggle. This is a first step towards what one of them calls “historical reparation.”
 
 
Transgender in Argentina: Photos for survival.  By Coline Olsina & Jean-Baptiste Gauvin. Blind Magazine, January 28, 2020.
 


The women that adorn the Instagram feed of Archivo de la Memoria Trans are usually smiling, dressed in their best threads, seemingly captured on their way out before a night of raucous partying in the streets of Buenos Aires. A joy for life and sisterhood is evident in this online archive of trans women from ‘80s and ‘90s Argentina, but what the women who survived the era perhaps remember most is the institutional repression they suffered at the hands of the police.

 
Today, Argentina is known globally as a pioneer for transgender rights.
 
In 2012, the legislature passed a landmark gender identity bill that allowed Argentines to legally change their gender without a psychological evaluation, a law that would be championed and replicated around the world. But in the 1980s, following the military regime’s fall, trans women were fighting to end a systematic assault on their community that encompassed police extortion in the streets, indefinite detentions, police raids of trans inclusive spaces, prison torture, and disappearancessuppression tactics that had been passed down from Argentina’s days of military dictatorship.
 
In ‘83, democracy arrived for the rest of society, but not for us,” Maria Belen Correa, a celebrated trans activist and founder of Archivo de la Memoria Trans, said in an interview with INTO.
 
Many trans women were imprisoned, murdered, or forced to flee Argentina. Correa herself abandoned Buenos Aires in 2001 after receiving death threats for her activism. In exile, Correa, along with her friend Claudia Pia Baudracco, dreamed of reuniting the trans women who had been forced to flee abroad or forced into hiding in Argentina. In 2012, the same year Baudracco died and left behind a trove of personal items, Correa founded the Archivo de la Memoria Trans, an online collection of photographs, letters, postcards, newspaper clippings, and videos that attest to generations of trans women who fought for a more inclusive and egalitarian Argentina.



 
Trans rights organizations, such as the one Correa formed in 1993, were born in the early 1990s. But before the activism of the ‘90s, many trans women were also putting their bodies on the line, Correa says. The archive is an homage to women behind five decades of trans resistance, from the 1960s to 2000s, and counts more than 1,500 personal documents that together construct the collective and historical memory of trans women in Argentina.
 
“Archivo de la Memoria Trans is the collection, compilation, and protection of archives and memories of the survivors, who are responsible for denouncing what happened to us,” Correa says.
 
In the Argentine capital, a team of four archivists, all trans women older than 55, receive, clean, and scan photographs from around the world and record oral histories with the women who share their personal objects. When a photograph fails to mention the name of a woman pictured, an archivist will search through public records to identify the person.
 
By sharing their personal objects, trans women relate stories of everyday life, defiance, and repression such as that of a day spent sunbathing on the beach or waiting in the men’s line to vote. One photograph featured in the archive’s Instagram feed illustrates the bittersweet act of remembering. Paired with a color snapshot of seven women, the caption reads: “In this photograph, we’re all smiling and happy at the birthday of a friend, La Totoya. Today only two of us remain alive.”
 
For these women, sharing their histories with the project usually entails telling the stories of women who can no longer tell their own and who have left otherwise little tangible trace. Trans women were typically buried as NN or No Name because their family members, who were expected to claim their bodies, had usually disowned them at a young age, says Carla Pericles, one of the project’s archivists. Through el Archivo de la Memoria Trans, the deceased are vindicated and remembered as they were by their loved ones. After all, the women who survived remember not No Names, but friends who they learned to call family.
 
“Many of us are excluded from our families, so, for us, a photograph of a friend is a photograph of a sister, a daughter, a mother, a niece, an aunt, of our trans family,” Pericles says.
 
For Alba Rueda, a trans activist and president of Mujeres Trans Argentina, the project also echoes the questions many trans women who survived the repressive era have asked before and since the passage of the gender identity bill.
 
“We have many friends who died and we ask ourselves, ‘Why?’” Rueda says.
 
 As Argentina enters a new era of democracy for trans women, Rueda argues the state must recognize the history of institutional oppression enacted on trans women. Police edicts of the time, such as prohibitions of cross-dressing and prostitution, were used to violate the rights of trans women, particularly that of trans sex workers. Trans activists are now fighting to receive reparations for the harm done, but first initiatives such as the Archivo de la Memoria Trans must shine a light on a forgotten history of state-sanctioned repression and trans resistance.
 
Archivo de la Memoria Trans Recalls The Fabulous Lives of Trans Women In 1980s and ‘90s Argentina.  Into,   January 3, 2018.
 




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24/03/2019

Witold Gombrowicz : Cosmos





I have never been  to Poland. I have been to Germany. I tried to get over to Poland, but I ran out of time.

A good friend of mine from grad school, a lesbian poet and rare books expert who lives in Las Vegas, spent three months in Krakow, and I never fail to press her for stories from her time there, which she always enjoys sharing. I also very much like the look and sound of the word “Katowice.”

Growing up, I had an elderly neighbor named Sofie (she’s still alive and in her 90s) who left Poland, orphaned and alone, when she was eight. She is often described as a “tough lady” by my relatives. She’s a conspiracy theorist who doesn’t trust much of anything she hears or reads, and it’s not exactly easy to argue with her, this tiny woman, now blind, literally on her own since she was a child, a war refugee who had to bury her own parents.

During my grade school years back in working-class New Jersey, I had a Polish-American friend named Mark. In sixth and seventh grade, Monday through Friday, we played basketball together every afternoon. He was a big kid. He is now a big man. He is referred to, respectfully, as a “big, strong Polack.” He has an absolutely gigantic pair of hands. Even at the gym, where he spends a lot of time, he often impresses the other large men who spend a lot of time at gyms. He doesn’t so much shake your hand as try not to crush it.

All of this is to say: That’s about as close as I have gotten to Poland.

Witold Gombrowicz famously left his native Poland and wrote his best-known works in Argentina before eventually settling in Paris. He is often studied alongside well-known émigré writers like Joseph Conrad and Vladimir Nabokov (the latter was, like Gombrowicz, a big fan of parentheses, though Witold uses ellipses far more liberally than Nabokov, and unlike Conrad, Gombrowicz continued to write in Polish).

As far as my knowledge of Polish literature is concerned, I enjoyed Tadeusz Borowski’s This Way for the Gas, Ladies and Gentlemen (1946), as well as what I’ve read of Czesław Miłosz. I have yet to dip into Wisława Szymborska and look forward to doing so. I read excerpts from Stanisław Lem’s Solaris (1961) for a summer class in grad school and pieces of Marek Bieńczyk’s Tworki (1999) while researching narratives of imprisonment and confinement. Jerzy Kosinski’s portrait of World War II–era Poland in The Painted Bird (1965) is about as disturbing and unforgettable a series of images as I’ve encountered, a legitimate heir to Dante and Dostoyevsky, Bruegel and Bosch, in terms of sheer visceral impact. But I’m from northern New Jersey, just across the river from Newark, a post-DeLilloan from the land of Philip Roth, and while there is a very active Polish-American community in Newark (at St. Casimir’s you can even hear them say mass in Polish), I want to be as forthcoming as I can about my knowledge of the relevant literature before tackling Gombrowicz — in particular, his 1965 novel Cosmos, one of the great non-novels, or pseudo-novels, or reality-hungry books, or barely fictional narratives that we have.

A book that opens mid-story like Dostoyevsky’s The Gambler (1866), Cosmos is a first-person recounting of an infinitely precise — and infinitely extrapolative — period of time. Gombrowicz’s theme of entanglement is proto-Jaussian, anticipating late-20th-century chroniclers of anthropocenic time like David Foster Wallace, Haruki Murakami, David Mitchell, and Tom McCarthy. Cosmos, translated into English by Danuta Borchardt, is a novel about the accrued importance of moments — and the momentum of importance-accruing.

There is a poignant philosophical consciousness — almost Tolstoyan though more secular — undergirding this deceptively slim text. Cosmos is one of those thin books that is best read very slowly. Perhaps its closest Western-hemisphere equivalent is Juan Rulfo’s Pedro Páramo (1955), another text that privileges the ruminative, interrogates the reliability of memory, and delves into darker places than most literary fictions dare to explore.

Suffice it to say that Cosmos is about disorder, the out-of-place person or thing (“thing” as opposed to “object”) that strikes one as not quite right. Hanging things are the most frequently recurrent trope of that type, as Cosmos’s protagonist (named Witold) comes across a hanged sparrow, then hears of a hanged chicken, then finds what may or may not be an intentionally hung stick, then strangles and hangs a cat, then lastly finds a hanging suicide. If you are already put off by the subject matter of Cosmos, I would point out that the novel is also incredibly funny.

Witold, the character, shares the name of his author, in a way that Philip Roth would later lift as an explicit tribute. Indeed, in their mordant tone and embrace of self-lacerating immaturity, the Eastern European writer and the one from Newark, New Jersey, are quite clearly kin. In a 2012 essay in The New Yorker, Ruth Franklin dubbed Gombrowicz an “imp of the perverse,” a fitting title for Roth as well. Other contemporary successors to Gombrowicz include Geoff Dyer and Lars Iyer, while in Don DeLillo’s 2016 novel Zero K, the vagabond protagonist recalls himself as a teenager being fascinated by Gombrowicz, chanting the author’s name aloud until his mother told him, “Enough.”

Witold, the protagonist of Cosmos, has left his native Warsaw due to conflicts with his family, particularly his father, in search of a place where he can find peace and solitude. Also seeking sanctuary and trying to sate his wanderlust is Witold’s companion, the comically named Fuks, who leaves behind his job and his tyrannical boss. They are a pair of nomadic and dissatisfied young men. Most of the book’s action occurs at an inn in the resort town of Zakopane, located in the deep southern region of Poland and far from their homes in urban Warsaw.

Their story has an intriguing multi-genre appeal: the novel is at once a satiric send-up, a travelogue, and a work of noir. Witold and Fuks are adventuresome detectives, continuously obsessed with finding meaning — in hanging things and in the mystery of the opposite sex (perhaps the biggest biological disparity between male and female is that the former’s sex organs literally hang, externalized and unavoidable). The two young men constantly note — and hypothesize about — deep metaphysical questions. Gombrowicz himself has said of Cosmos, “I gladly call this work ‘a novel about a reality that is creating itself.’ And because a detective novel is precisely this — an attempt at organizing chaos — Cosmos has a little of the form of a detective romance.”

Early in the novel, after coming across the hanged sparrow, Witold can’t sleep because he wonders what his companion Fuks is up to,

               Where did he go? To the bathroom? No, the hum of water from there was solitary. But in that case … what if he had gone to see the sparrow […] it was just like him … to ponder, to scheme, who hanged it, why did he hang it […] was he playing detective?

Later, as the two young men snoop around the bedroom of Katasia, the niece of their innkeeper’s wife, to see if she might be behind the hanged sparrow and other unexplained phenomena, they find no evidence of her involvement, but afterward Witold feels satisfied nonetheless. “And so, in spite of everything, I felt better — our return along the gravel path was like the return of two detectives — working on our detailed plans allowed me to survive with honor until the next day.” If there’s a better metaphor for the life of the writer, I haven’t found one.



In his 1990 essay “The Empty Plenum,” David Foster Wallace categorizes Cosmos as an “interpret-me novel,” a piece of great literature because it offers its readers, in a way that other media — such as movies — do not, an almost unlimited surfeit of opportunities. This is also the thrust of the oft-iterated piece of writing-workshop advice, “Trust your reader.” What writers do is to probe, to nose around, to search for meaning, and though they often find little or nothing, if they keep at it, day by day, their detailed plans give them purpose. As a result, they needn’t dwell too long on their own private miseries because there is always tomorrow’s work. As Gombrowicz’s novel continually teaches, there is no meaning, there is no reality, there are only interpretations, guesses and approximations, ephemeral perceptions.


Witold spends his days, he tells us, “configuring the configurations around me. […] When one considers what a great number of sounds, forms reach us at every moment of our existence … the swarm, the roar, the river … nothing is easier than to configure!” Along with configuring, he strives to “explain everything, clarify, get to the bottom of it,” but in the end, “the world was indeed a kind of screen and did not manifest itself other than by passing me on and on — I was just the bouncing ball that objects played with!” Neil Gordon titled his New York Times review of the 2005 Yale University Press translation of Cosmos, “The Plotlessness Thickens.”

Unable to consummate his affections for the innkeeper’s daughter, Witold’s unrequited love leads him to strangle Katasia’s cat — not just strangle but hang it because of all the other hanged items and objects that surround him, in which he searches obsessively for meaning. The dead feline is the result of misplaced passion, because other people, especially the ones we love, are so  intrinsically unknowable,

              Love, love — my foot, my passion, yes, but what sort? It all began because I didn’t know, just didn’t know who she was, what she was like, she was complex, blurry, inscrutable. […] I could imagine her this way or that, in a hundred thousand situations, consider her from one side or another, lose her, then find her again, turn her every which way […] but there could be no doubt that her emptiness was sucking me in, soaking me up, it was she and she alone, yes, yes, but, I wondered […] what did I want with her? To caress? To torture? To humiliate? To adore? Or did I want something swinish, or angelic, with her? What was important to me: to wallow in her, to embrace and cuddle her? I don’t know, don’t know, that’s just the point, that I don’t know …

This shrug of unknowability is inherited most directly from Gogol, and has been extended by writers as disparate as Milan Kundera and Walker Percy. In their works, these writers allow us access to a deep, disturbing, and existential truth. Their books are an antidote for boredom, for meaninglessness, for the big, random nothing that is life.

The journey in Cosmos follows the innkeeper, Leon, as he leads Witold, Fuks, Leon’s wife (dubbed “Roly-Poly” by Witold), and daughter Lena, along with a Chaucerian band of newlywed couples and a priest to a spot in the mountains that supposedly has, according to Leon, the “best view in the world.” But before they get there, Leon confides to Witold that his real reason for visiting is because, a quarter-century ago, it was the site of Leon’s one moment of infidelity to his wife, a sexual fling with a kitchen maid, and the whole trip is an excuse for Leon’s pilgrimage to a place of personal rapture. When he comes across Leon sitting on a tree stump in the forest, smoking a cigarette, Witold asks him, “What are you doing here?” and Leon replies, “‘Nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing,’ […] and smiled blissfully.” Witold then asks, “What’s so amusing?” and Leon sums up the chasmic unknowability suffusing the novel by remarking,

               “What? Nothing! Exactly that: nothing! Ha, that’s a language game, if you please, hm. … I’m amused by ‘nothing,’ mark you, Your Reverence, my venerable companion and merry-maker and horse-drawn carriage, because ‘nothing’ is exactly what we do all our lives. A fellow stands, sits, talks, writes and … nothing. A fellow buys, sells, marries, doesn’t marry and — nothing. A fellow sitzum on a stumpium and — nothing. Soda pop.”

Though Witold observes that Leon says these words in a nonchalant, condescending drawl, he soon finds himself in agreement.

Witold is something of an underground man, and in further Dostoyevskian echoes, uses the phrase “I was sick” several times late in the novel. He realizes with gleeful resignation that his first-person narrative is a compiled one, anticipating the clever mode that would be adopted a decade and a half later by Italo Calvino in If on a winter’s night a traveler (1979). Gombrowicz reconciles Witold’s fate in a final chapter that begins, “It will be difficult to continue this story of mine. I don’t even know if it is a story. It is difficult to call this a story, this constant … clustering and falling apart … of elements.” The novel then ends with a punch line (with “wit” that is “told”): after he cycles through his many obsessions (the hanged things and creatures and people, his lust/love for Lena), it begins raining, and Witold telescopes forward in time, running through what will happen after the rain stops. He’ll get a head cold and a fever, and they’ll have to order a taxi back to the inn, and his “sickness” (primarily eczema) will need to be treated by doctors, and he’ll return to Warsaw, and fight with his father again, and “various other things, problems, complications, difficulties. Today we had chicken fricassee for dinner.”

That doesn’t feel like a spoiler only because the journey that Gombrowicz takes to get to that utterly perfect mundane detail is so much the reason to read this fine little book. The “destination” is foretold so many times in this existential chronicle of the banal and the everyday, that to separate a journey from its conclusion is as pointless (and as essential) as life itself.


Pointless and Essential: On Witold Gombrowicz’s “Cosmos”. By Sean Hooks. Los Angeles Review of Books, March 17, 2019. 






In the summer of 1939, the writer Witold Gombrowicz set sail from Poland, on the ocean liner Chrobry, on what he thought would be a brief mission as a cultural ambassador to the Polish community in Argentina. He was not an obvious candidate for the job, having made his name as an eccentric irritant to the literary establishment. He was the author of a wildly surrealist collection of short stories; a dreamlike play, “Ivona, Princess of Burgundia,” which remained unperformed for decades after it was written; and a novel, “Ferdydurke,” which is now recognized as a masterpiece of twentieth-century world literature, but was dismissed by establishment critics at the time as “the ravings of a madman.”

A week after the Chrobry docked in Buenos Aires, Germany invaded Poland. The temporary emissary, who spoke no Spanish and had few local contacts, had little choice but to stay where he was. His exile lasted for more than two decades. Back home, his books were banned by the Nazis, and then, after 1945, by the Stalinists. In the rest of the world, they were merely unknown.

By 1952, when he pitched to Kultura, a prestigious Polish literary journal based in Paris, the idea of writing a diary for publication, Gombrowicz was demoralized and desperate. He had been living in isolation and obscurity for thirteen years. For a while he had worked at a bank, where the director gave him permission to write during business hours, but this cozy arrangement did not last long. The translation of “Ferdydurke” into Spanish, financed by a wealthy friend, had been ignored. Another novel, “Trans-Atlantic,” received plenty of attention in the Polish émigré community but did little to bolster Gombrowicz’s international reputation. Written in a hybridized, deliberately antiquated style rich with puns and double-entendres, the book was all but untranslatable. (An English version, ten years in the making, did not appear until 1994.) He needed to reinvent himself. “I have to create Gombrowicz the thinker, Gombrowicz the genius, Gombrowicz the cultural demonologist, and many other necessary Gombrowiczes,” he wrote to Kultura’s editor.

Under the heading “Fragments of a Diary,” the magazine published Gombrowicz’s provocative, idiosyncratic, highly personal musings from 1953 until his death, in 1969. In entries ranging from a few sentences to multiple pages, Gombrowicz recorded his daily routine, his diet, and his to-do lists; his reading, his travels, and his moods. He reproduced cantankerous letters to the editors of various publications; he fulminated against Communism, existentialism, and even democracy; he deployed elegant quips and humorous aphorisms. Most of all, he wrote about literature: he described in detail his writing process, explicated his own works, and railed against the deplorable state of the literary scene in Poland, in the émigré community, and virtually everywhere else. “People!” he exclaimed after reading a particularly obtuse critic on his work. “Cut my throat if you are told to, but not with such a dull, such a terribly dull, knife!” An immediate hit among Kultura’s readers, the diary was collected in three volumes by the magazine’s book division, but it was not legally sold in Poland until after his death, and even then only in censored form.

Now, for the first time, the complete “Diary” has been published in English, by Yale, in a heroic translation, by Lillian Vallee, that totals more than seven hundred pages. (Vallee’s versions of the three volumes appeared piecemeal between 1988 and 1993, but they have long been out of print.) English-speaking readers can finally experience the diary as Gombrowicz intended it—as a single, coherent work. On the face of it, Gombrowicz sought in the diary to revive Polish culture from the near-fatal blows dealt to it over the twentieth century. But he was equally concerned with saving himself.

The class of noble gentry into which Gombrowicz was born subscribed to a vision of Polishness that could be traced back at least to Boleslaw I Chrobry (“the Brave”), the ocean liner’s namesake and the first king of a unified Polish nation, at the turn of the first millennium. The family owned multiple estates, and his mother once served as president of the Society of Landed Ladies. But by 1904, when Gombrowicz was born, this class was on the verge of dying out; Polish independence, in 1918, and later occupations by the Nazis and the Soviets finished it off. In the diary, Gombrowicz describes himself as both “terribly Polish and terribly rebellious against Poland.” The once venerated traditional customs—honor, ceremoniousness, even duelling—struck him as hopelessly insincere. In response, he offered the absurd: if his mother said it was raining, he would claim the sun was shining. “This early training in evident falsehood and open preposterousness proved immensely useful in later years when I began to write,” he said later.

Through provocation, Gombrowicz believed, he could find his way to a more authentic form of life—surreal, perhaps, but more akin to reality than the privileged sphere of the aristocracy. “Within me a rebelliousness was growing that I could neither comprehend nor control,” he wrote in a collection of autobiographical sketches, published posthumously as “Polish Memories.” He openly mocked his high-school teachers; at a funeral, uncontrollable laughter seized him by the graveside. “If I learned anything at all in school, it was more likely to be in the breaks, from my schoolmates as they beat me up,” he recalled. “Other than that, I educated myself by reading books, especially those that were forbidden, and by doing nothing—for the freely wandering mind of the loafer is that which best develops the intelligence.” After a desultory attempt at law school—he later claimed that he sent his valet to the lectures as his proxy—he passed the final exam only by chance.



Recurrent bouts of ill health often forced him to the countryside. There, solitary and bored, he began to sketch out a novel. Everyone he showed it to told him it was awful. But he enjoyed the “strange, toxic work” of writing fiction. Gombrowicz puzzled over the symbolism of his dreams, believing that they offered a way to break out of “the whole Polish farce.” His first stories were published in 1933, as the collection “Memoirs from a Time of Immaturity”—later renamed “Bacacay,” after the street he lived on in Buenos Aires. (Gombrowicz’s titles are consistently random: he once explained that he named his books “for the same reason that a person names his dogs—to distinguish them from others.”)




Grotesque, erotic, and often hilarious, the stories immediately established Gombrowicz’s extraordinary voice. A man encounters another man by chance at the opera and shadows him for weeks—sending him flowers, writing letters to his mistress—unaware of the torment his attentions are causing. A visitor to a country estate where the head of the household has just died becomes convinced, for no logical reason, that the man was murdered by a member of his family. A countess famous for her meatless dinners may, it turns out, be serving human flesh. “From the beginning the nonsensical and the absurd were very much to my liking, and I was never more satisfied than when my pen gave birth to some scene that was truly crazy, removed from the (healthy) expectations of mediocre logic, and yet firmly rooted in its own separate logic,” he wrote in “Polish Memories.” As creepy as Poe and as absurdist as Kafka, the stories earned the admiration of Bruno Schulz—an admiration that was not initially reciprocated. But the critics took the title literally, deploring the author’s juvenility. Their disapproval spurred Gombrowicz to greater outrage.

His rebellion was primarily targeted at what he came to call “form.” He gave the word many meanings, but essentially he used it to identify convention in all its guises—rigid manners, standardized attitudes, and, most pernicious, preconceptions about artistic genre or style. “Each second I saw how one of my ‘friends’ tamed a faith for himself, an ideological or aesthetic position, in the hope that in the end he would become a real writer. This approach inevitably ended in a series of grimaces, a pyramid of claptrap, and an orgy of unreality,” he writes in the diary. Instead, he set out to create a new kind of literature—promoting immaturity and imperfection as a cure for inauthenticity—and to lead a life he considered authentic. As he later put it, “I am a humorist, a clown, a tightrope walker, a provocateur, my works stand on their head to please, I am a circus, lyricism, poetry, terror, struggle, fun and games—what more do you want?”

His first major attempt at this, in 1937, was “Ferdydurke,” a fantasia derived from his torturous school years: the students who bullied him, the teachers who babbled clichés, and the never-ending battle against phoniness. It consists of a series of hallucinatory episodes that dissolve into hilarity or violence. The protagonist, Joey Kowalski, has just turned thirty; he is the author of an unappreciated book of short stories (which happens to have the same title as Gombrowicz’s first book). One day, a professor and mad magician named Pimko appears on his doorstep and turns him into a teen-age boy. Wherever Joey goes, from the schoolyard to a country estate, he is surrounded by bizarre, sometimes humorous acts of sadism. Joey is forever being “dealt the pupa”—a kind of shorthand for humiliation, physical or sexual. (Pupa is a Polish slang word for “buttocks,” which Danuta Borchardt, the translator of the current English edition, ingeniously leaves unaltered, giving the translation some of the weirdness of the original.)


The funniest moments in “Ferdydurke” are those in which Gombrowicz satirizes the literary scene, mocking the “cultural aunts” who pass for authorities on literature and the schoolteachers who repeat nonsense like “Great poetry must be admired, because it is great and because it is poetry, and so we admire it.” When Pimko first arrives at Joey’s apartment, he torments the fledgling author by making him sit while he reads the manuscript he has been working on:

    “Well, well, well,” [Pimko] said, “chirp, chirp, little chickie.” He wiped one eye as he said this . . . and, still seated, he began to read. And sitting squarely on his wisdom, he went on reading. I felt sick at the sight of him reading. My world collapsed and promptly reset itself according to the rules of a conventional prof. I could not pounce on him because I was seated, and I was seated because he was seated. . . . Not knowing what to do or how to behave I fidgeted in my seat, moved my leg, looked around at the walls and bit my nails, while he went on sitting, logically and consistently, his seat fairly and squarely filled with that of a prof, reading. This went on for a terribly long time. . . . I groaned: “For God’s sake, not your prof stuff! You’re killing me with it!”

Yet the mockery here implies a paradoxical submission to convention. To constantly struggle against form is to be constantly aware of form; to defend oneself against one’s critics is to admit, despite it all, that they have something to say. In an open letter to Bruno Schulz, published in a Polish literary journal while he was writing “Ferdydurke,” Gombrowicz challenged Schulz—a dozen years older and more established in the literary scene—to respond to an anonymous reader who called Schulz’s writing perverted. Schulz good-naturedly declined to take the bait; he pointed out Gombrowicz’s obsession with codes of value and challenged him to be the “dragonslayer” of convention. It was a challenge Gombrowicz was never able fully to live up to. Even in Argentina, for all his talk of isolation, he could not abandon his lifelong obsession with what everyone else thought of him.

The most famous passage from Gombrowicz’s diary is the one that now stands as its opening:


Monday

Me.

Tuesday

Me.

Wednesday

Me.

Thursday

Me.


But this is not what greeted the readers who opened the April, 1953, issue of Kultura. Gombrowicz added it retrospectively, when the segments were collected in book form. Though his project was defined by the search for self, he was not yet ready to thrust himself into it. Later, he grew more adventurous, branching into increasingly personal territory and experimenting more with the form and structure of his entries. But the diary’s initial readers found something more polemical.

In the early years, Gombrowicz fires off one screed after another at the literary establishment. He rails regularly against the niceties of émigré publications (such as the one he is writing in), which he says remind him “of a hospital where the patients are given only soups that are easily digested.” He worries that literature “is in danger of becoming a soft-boiled egg instead of being a hard-boiled one, which is its vocation.” More than anything else, he is infuriated to see Poles comparing their work to Western European art and literature: “Don’t try to become Polish Matisses, you will not spawn a Braque with your deficiencies.” This becomes a favorite theme of the diary: Gombrowicz’s quest to save Polish culture from its own admirers.

Of course, if the émigré press was too kind to writers, the situation in Communist Poland was far worse. Gombrowicz made sure to use his platform to lob grenades at the Communist government. Marxism had been imposed upon the country “just as one drops a cage over a stunned bird,” leaving the intellectual climate shocked and stunted, he wrote in 1956. Communism, in his view, was the ultimate tyranny of “form,” requiring its adherents to submit entirely to the authority of others. In the mid-eighties, when the diary was eventually published in Poland, much of this commentary was excised.

Letters from readers could take months to reach Gombrowicz, but that did not deter him from using his diary to respond to them. Once, Czeslaw Milosz, who served as a kind of spokesman for the Polish literati-in-exile, criticized Gombrowicz for writing as if the Second World War had never happened: “You come along with your revulsion to an immature, provincial Poland from before 1939.” Gombrowicz responded that he was too far removed from contemporary Poland to write about it: “I decided quite a while ago that I would write only about my own reality.” Besides, he was supremely unimpressed by the way Polish writers had responded to the disaster of the war: “Proust found more in his cookie, servant, and counts than they found in years of smoking crematoria.”

Gombrowicz’s unconventional literary judgments are among the funniest moments in the diary. He called Henryk Sienkiewicz, the Nobel Prize-winning author of the much-loved historical epic “Quo Vadis,” a “first-rate second-rate writer.” Rabelais wrote, he said, “the way a child pees against a tree, in order to relieve himself.” (This was intended as a compliment.) Much of Kafka he found simply impossible: “Some day we will know why in our century so many great artists wrote so many unreadable books . . . what sort of warped marriage of artist and recipient spawned these works so deprived of artistic sex appeal.”

Not surprisingly, in criticism he valued the personal approach above all else:

     Literary criticism is not the judging of one man by another (who gave you this right?) but the meeting of two personalities on absolutely equal terms.

Therefore: do not judge. Simply describe your reactions. Never write about the author or the work, only about yourself in confrontation with the work or the author. You are allowed to write about yourself.


‘I ought to treat this diary as an instrument of my becoming before you,” Gombrowicz ventured early on. Indeed, as the years went by, he began to draw away from the polemics and to focus increasingly on his own life. In this sense, the diary—which he called “faithful dog of my soul”—became his major creative endeavor, the work through which he discovered himself.

His exhibitionism begins in mild form, with an almost sheepish account of his daily routine: breakfast each morning at ten o’clock (“tea with ladyfingers, then Quaker Oats”). But soon the diarist moves into the darker corners of his personality. He describes, with exhilaration, writing graffiti in a café bathroom:

      The murmur of water whispered: do it, do it, do it. I took out the pencil. I wet the tip. I wrote on the wall, high up so it would be hard to erase, I wrote something quite vulgar in Spanish like:


“Ladies and gentlemen, please comply . . .


S--- not on the toilet seat but straight in its eye!”

I hid the pen. Opened the door. I walked through the whole café and mingled with the crowd on the street. And the graffito remained.

From that time on, I exist with the awareness that my graffito is still there.

I hesitated to disclose this. I hesitated not for reasons of prestige but because the written word should not serve to spread certain . . . manias. But I won’t hide the fact that never would I have dreamed that such things could be this . . . electrifying.

 Gombrowicz, who had affairs with both men and women, also writes with remarkable honesty about his adventures in the homosexual underworld of Buenos Aires. “It is important for a man speaking publicly—a man of letters—to lead his reader beyond the façade of form, into the boiling cauldron of his private history,” he explained. “Is it ridiculous, even humiliating? Only children or kindhearted aunts . . . can imagine that a writer is a calmly sublime being, a lofty spirit instructing . . . about what is Good and Beautiful from on high.”




Not all of Gombrowicz’s readers appreciated his candor. A subscriber in Canada wrote to complain that “the last ‘diaries’ provoke no reaction in me, beyond the amazement that you write that stuff and that Kultura prints it.” Gombrowicz responds that the letter is “witness to that stifling pressure to which readers always subject the author. Don’t write this, write only that. . . . I am also writing my own story in this diary. That is, not what is important to her or you but to me. I need each of these monologues, each gives me a light impulse. Does my story bore you? That is evidence that you do not know how to read your own from it.”

By the seventh year of his diary, Gombrowicz had fully embraced his new identity. “Today I awakened in the delight of not knowing what a literary award is, that I do not know official honors, the caresses of the public or critics, that I am not one of ‘ours,’ that I entered literature by force—arrogant and sneering. I am the self-made man of literature!” he wrote in 1960. He is grateful that he got out of Poland before he became successful, he says—otherwise, he, too, might have been ruined by the stultifying intellectual scene—and equally grateful that he had the opportunity to write the diary: “What security when it turned out that in a tight spot I could comment on myself—that is exactly what I needed: to become my own critic, my own annotator, judge, director.” The diary had become his engine of creative autonomy: “It was only when I really started to write in the Diary that I felt I was wielding my pen—a wonderful feeling, which I got from neither ‘Ferdydurke’ nor any of my other works of art, which seemed to write themselves . . . somewhere beyond me.”



Yet it was during this period that he returned to fiction, publishing “Pornografia” (1960) and “Cosmos” (1965), his most accomplished novel. “Cosmos,” which Gombrowicz began in 1961, arises from the same existential absurdity that animates “Ferdydurke,” but grounds it in the trappings of daily life. As in all of Gombrowicz’s fiction, there is an autobiographical component: the narrator’s name is Witold, and he has taken refuge from his dissolute life in Warsaw, and from his parents, fleeing to a country inn to relax and write. But he cannot stop noticing things—“signs”—that are unimportant on their own but, taken together, seem to have some sinister significance: a dead sparrow found hanging in the woods, a mark on the ceiling of his room in the shape of an arrow. At the same time, he becomes weirdly fixated on two young women at the inn, until his sexual obsession combines with the strange signs to create an unidentifiable menace. In this novel, Gombrowicz is no longer a circus. His tone is both calmer and more unsettling than the rollicking antics of “Ferdydurke.” Though the fundamental absurdity remains, Gombrowicz’s habitual hilarity is gone, replaced with a quiet dread, beyond rational understanding but nonetheless real:

        Even if something were hiding here, to which the arrow, on the ceiling, in our room, was pointing, how would we find it in this entanglement, among weeds, among bits and pieces, in the litter, surpassing in number everything that could be happening on walls, on ceilings? . . . How many meanings can one glean from hundreds of weeds, clods of dirt, and other trifles? Heaps and multitudes gushed also from the boards of the shed, from the wall. I got bored.

Naturally, as soon as Gombrowicz had resigned himself to a life of obscurity, his reputation caught up with him. The Polish “thaw”—the brief period of relative freedom that followed a change of government in 1956—resulted in the publication in Poland of all his works except the diary, and “Ferdydurke” soon became a best-seller; French, German, and English translations followed in the next few years. (The book was admired in Europe, but got a cool reception in America; John Ashbery wrote that the novel “refuses to let itself be taken seriously, and it must ultimately face the consequences.”) In 1963, the Ford Foundation invited Gombrowicz to spend a year as a writer-in-residence in Berlin. He left South America for the first time in nearly twenty-four years. “I am writing these words in Berlin,” he recorded in his diary in amazement.

Through his long exile, Gombrowicz had nurtured a fantasy of universal acceptance which he strongly associated with the idea of Europe. But he was disappointed. Visiting Paris and the offices of Kultura for the first time, he discovered that he and his editors had vastly different frames of reference; their Continental sophistication made him feel like a bumpkin. The German writers he encountered—Günter Grass, Uwe Johnson, Peter Weiss—were friendly but distant. By the time his stay was over, he was seriously ill, and soon developed heart disease in addition to the respiratory ailments he had suffered for years.

Gombrowicz never returned to Argentina, and, having found his mature fictional voice, he all but abandoned his diary. The last few years of entries—occupying less than thirty pages of the new edition—were written in quick bursts, as he shuttled between Paris, Italy, and the French Riviera. Meanwhile, his plays were being performed all over Europe; “Cosmos” appeared to great acclaim. In 1968, he was short-listed for the Nobel Prize, and the story goes that Yasunari Kawabata beat him by one vote. The following summer, he died, at the age of sixty-four.

In the final diary entry, written shortly before his death, he was still railing against the provincialism of literary Poland. “My entire life I have fought not to be a ‘Polish writer’ but myself, Gombrowicz,” he wrote. He nearly succeeded.

Imp of the Perverse. By Ruth Franklin. The New Yorker , July 30, 2012.






Also interesting : Argentina's Curious Battle Over the Legacy of Gombrowicz.  By Alexis Angulo. Culture PL , February 17, 2017




I smiled in the moonlight at the docile thought of the mind’s helplessness in the face of overwhelming, confounding, entangling reality…No combination is impossible…Any combination is possible…”

—Witold Gombrowicz, Cosmos



“The bird can’t hang itself.”

Now that’s a thing we all can agree on, can’t we? Surely that little sparrow, inexplicably dangling on a blue wire from the branch of a tree, didn’t commit suicide—although later there will be mind-boggling speculation that he was sacrificed by the other birds. This hardly qualifies as weird in the context of Cosmos, whose progression rigorously follows through such increasingly haphazard connections, befitting the belated conjunction of two major Polish surrealists: infamous iconoclast Andrzej Zulawski, returning after a 15-year-hiatus from filmmaking to translate the final novel by Witold Gombrowicz (1904-1969) to the screen, with the title remaining both ironic and sincere. After all, the somewhat puzzling but inconspicuous case of the hanged bird, which crucially fascinates and nauseates the protagonist—named Witold, like the writer—turns out to be the first major event in an ever-escalating chain of associations, whose implications are indeed cosmic. Attempting to forge order from the chaos of the real world, Witold builds a private cosmos founded on arbitrary associations. Increasingly aware of facing a universe of possibilities, in which every connection can be randomly made, and thus is equally profound and silly, Gombrowicz’s (and Zulawski’s) Witold is seized by an existential vertigo: “All this within time that was reverberating like a gong, filled to the brim, cascade, vortex, swarm, cloud, the Milky Way, dust, sounds, events, this and that, etc., etc., etc.”

In short, it becomes impossible to distinguish the awesome from the absurd, and Zulawski’s cinema of intensity has been zig-zagging with furious power between those two poles for nearly half a century. This prototypical outlaw-auteur, equally given to extroverted grand gestures and an introverted, even implosive streak of self-scrutiny, has rebounded a few months shy of his 75th birthday in Locarno, emerging with the prize for Best Director. Zulawski’s adaptation of Gombrowicz’s attack against stupidity and lack of imagination, in which an (admittedly absurd) cosmos is willfully forged from unrelated details and fragments of human interaction, may be deceptively small-scale and less passion-aggressive than his most notorious achievements, but stays true to his surrealist leanings. Often considered a provocateur, not least for his naked (pun intended), emotionally excessive depictions of amour fou, Zulawski has built his own, hard-won ciné-cosmos without compromising an inch over the course of 13 features. Born in Lwow, now part of the Ukraine, he grew up in France, where his father Miroslaw, a writer and diplomat, worked at the Polish embassy and for UNESCO. Having studied philosophy and cinema in Paris, Zulawski returned to Poland, starting out as a journalist and writer, first publishing poems, followed by a novel in 1966, which was promptly censored. In the meantime he had become a protégé of another Andrzej, Wajda. Serving as assistant director on Samson (1961), a claustrophobic WWII drama set in the Warsaw Ghetto, and The Ashes (1965), an epic saga from the Napoleonic Wars, Zulawski managed to get a “made in collaboration with” credit on Wajda’s contribution to the international omnibus L’amour à vingt ans (1962) in between.

Real proof of an emerging talent came with two fluent, if still somewhat conventional half-hour shorts made for Polish television in 1967—the only black-and-white works by a bright colourist: Pavoncello, based on a story by The Ashes scribe Stefan Zeromski, and the Turgenev-inspired The Story of Triumphant Love (first broadcast in 1969) already scrutinize aspects of (mad) love in sparse historical settings, but Zulawski creates a rich, eerie atmosphere with few visual coups and a number of mysterious turns. (In the Turgenev short, a magic melody ensures that “those who love can do unusual things,” so a man who stabs his own heart with a huge kris emerges unscathed.) Yet the true Zulawskian frenzy was to be unleashed with his astonishing big-screen debut The Third Part of the Night (1971), establishing many key themes and stylistic ideas, and the director as someone to watch—not least by the Polish authorities. Though pleased with the film’s international festival success, they were considerably less so with its allegoric portrayal of life under oppressive rule. Inspired by conversations with his father, who is credited as co-writer, about his WWII experiences, Zulawski fashioned a decidedly downbeat, disorienting resistance tale, uplifted by hallucinatory forward thrust—a woman quoting the titular Bible passage at the start gets a painful rifle-butt to the head moments later from a soldier on horseback in her living room, then is brutally killed, along with her child. Shacking up with her pregnant doppelgänger (doubles abound in Zulawski), the husband vows to join the partisans and partakes in medical experiments as a cover, feeding his blood to lice in order to help create a typhus vaccine. The latter makes for the most surreal passages, but tellingly it’s taken directly from the life of dad Miroslaw. No matter how outlandish, Zulawski’s films are always based on personal experience.

Next he transposed the recent Polish student riots to the late 18th century for The Devil (1972), a film about idealism corrupted, conceived as an insane smorgasbord of brutal betrayal, with generous helpings of Hamlet. The punch line that the film’s Mephistophelian figure turns out to be rather feeble—the devil is not in the system, it is the system—was apparent to the censors this time, the film’s instant ban only lifted in 1988. Invited to leave the country, Zulawski relocated to France, rebounding with L’important c’est d’aimer (1975), a melodrama about love, pain, and the whole damn thing in a world of faked feelings. Sordid sex productions served as ideal backdrop for Zulawski’s idiosyncratic mix of intellectual reflection—most prominently, his relentless questioning of the artist’s role (in Cosmos, he’s changed Witold from a student to an aspiring writer)—and raw, uninhibitedly acted emotions. Taken with the film’s enormous success, the Polish authorities made Zulawski a carte blanche return offer he couldn’t refuse. With characteristic perversity, he picked “the saddest books I know,” his grand-uncle’s Jerzy’s influential “Lunar Trilogy” of early-20th-century science-fiction novels, to embark on his masterpiece, On the Silver Globe. It would remain, per the resulting film’s voiceover, a “stump of a movie.” After two years, the plug was pulled on the mammoth production, allegedly for going over budget, although one can imagine the shock of the politicians when seeing the rushes of Hieronymus Boschian visions, like a beachfront adorned with convicts impaled on 50-foot-poles. About a fifth of the script remained unshot, but belatedly learning that the original material had been saved from state-mandated destruction, Zulawski managed to salvage a 166-minute-version in 1988, with his narration of the plot gaps poetically wedded to images of contemporary Poland. Even so, On the Silver Globe remains a singular cinematic experience, challenged only a quarter-century later by Aleksei German’s posthumous Hard to Be a God (2013): it’s a monumental adventure of astronauts marooned on the barren moon (key location: Gobi Desert), but really an immersion in the coming and going of an entire civilization in all its aspects. It is essentially indescribable, but as a heady tour de force it may be the ecstatic epitome of Zulawskian mise en scène.

Within the next decade, the French would coin the word Zulawskienne for his divisive, distinctive direction that assaults the viewer with a barrage of roving, frantic, sometimes subjective and handheld camera takes and corresponding actorly transgressions. This manifests itself in primal scenes of excessive physicality and/or eruptive torrents of verbiage, consciously teetering on the brink between the philosophical and the absurd. Zulawski’s cinema has always been a take-no-prisoners proposition seemingly transmitted from the edge of a volcanic abyss, in the process trampling over many (but not all) niceties of conventional filmmaking with a manic energy that can be hard to take for some, revelatory to others. Starting with the English-language relationship monster movie Possession (1981), still his best-known work, he reinvented himself as a notorious maverick during a prolonged French exile. A maximalist cousin of David Cronenberg’s The Brood (1979), Possession was inspired by Zulawski’s painful separation and divorce from actress Malgorzata Braunek (who played in his first two features), shot in the divided Berlin (making for a memorable time-capsule as well as a typically cryptic political allegory) and infused with an overwhelming bleakness that makes its deferred turn towards full-fledged fantastic horror seem inevitable in retrospect. After her first viewing, lead actress Isabelle Adjani, whose minutes-on-end-slobber-birth-breakdown scene in a metro station is legendary, called the result “psychological pornography” (and feigned a suicide attempt, according to Zulawski), then won a César to go with her Best Actress in Cannes (shared with her role in James Ivory’s Quartet). From there, the director’s ongoing succès de scandale continued down ’80s France’s neon-lit boulevards with two Dostoyevsky variations: in Le femme publique (1984), an inexperienced actress (Valérie Kaprisky) is cast for a film version of The Possessed, while L’amour braque (1985) takes The Idiot and puts it into crime-cinéma de look overdrive to repeatedly crash into the wall of contemporary indifference (“Impossible,” one character notes, “is a French word”). The general public was more concerned about Zulawski’s affair with his 18-year-old star Sophie Marceau, shockingly shedding her innocent-teen image from the super-hit La Boum (1980).

The outrage (and box-office drawing power) waned, but Zulawski and Marceau kept working till their private separation in 2001. Inaugurating a mellower phase, Mes nuits sont plus belles que vos jours (1989) couples Marceau’s clairvoyant (whose outrageous revelations are inevitably greeted with grateful applause) with a genius computer programmer (Jacques Dutronc) afflicted by a brain tumour, the resulting memory loss a convenient hook for Zulawski’s preferred method of forging ahead through a fragmentary, but never arbitrary, dramaturgy. His musical side was given full reign in an adaptation of Mussorgsky’s Boris Godounov (1989) and The Blue Note (1991), chronicling the last days of Frédéric Chopin’s relationship with George Sand (he seems more fascinated by her daughter, played by Marceau) in a Zulawski-style refashioning of the Romantic era, equally melancholic and satiric. Returning to Poland for the superb She-Shaman (1996), Zulawski created another, strictly homegrown scandal, charting an amour fou in tribal terms, the psychotic deterioration crowned with a brain-splitting exit. Hated at home and long overlooked elsewhere, despite a marginal Venice screening, She-Shaman has only been acknowledged in the DVD era, which has garnered Zulawski an overdue overseas reputation, bolstered by a few recent retrospectives (only Possession had a US release, albeit in a heavily truncated version). Taking a sharp turn from She-Shaman’s unbridled aggression, La fidélité (2000) seemed a perfect goodbye—to filmmaking and to Marceau. A majestic and mature contemporary version of La Princesse de Clèves, just as distinctive as Manoel de Oliveira’s The Letter (1999), it peppered a deeply developed meditation on duty and honour versus passion and happiness with ludicrous sub-plots featuring unscrupulous paparazzi and stylized violence—a reminder that Zulawski is a really impressive action director.


Having said that he made every film as if it were his last since the beginning, Zulawski busied himself in the years since by living and writing (a lot). But regardless of the medium, Zulawski’s art has always been driven by the challenge of wrestling meaning from life. “I write because I’m a director. I shoot because I’m a writer,” he wrote in the introduction to one of his books’ French translations, and Cosmos offers him a felicitous opportunity for further investigation of the word’s filmic power, though with Zulawski’s twin strategy of amplification and deconstruction, language takes a backseat to speech, if not sound. Despite unique sensual pleasures, the film’s provocation may be resolutely cerebral, but Zulawski still tackles all-or-nothing subject matter, leaving no stone unturned. Or, maybe one should say, no leaf of grass unmoved, given the following Gombrowicz passage that perfectly encapsulates the driving idea of being constantly, concurrently, overwhelmed and underwhelmed by the cosmos, dumbstruck by the sheer enormity of impressions, too numerous to process in detail, yet also leaving Witold disappointed by the digestion resulting from his mind’s attempts to transform it into a whole: “At my feet the grass—the grass—consisting of stalks and blades whose individual positions—twists, slants, bends, desolations, crunches, desiccations—loomed before me, flashing, escaping, absorbed as they were by the totality of the grass that breathlessly stretched all the way to the mountains, but already under lock and key, dejected, condemned to itself…” Similarly condemned to themselves, the characters of Cosmos relentlessly try overcoming barriers, circling around each other and some elusive centre, only to be thwarted in their attempts, held at bay by a force that essentially remains (and must remain) mysterious. The enigma at the centre of Zulawski’s work is that he’s trying to film the unspeakable.






Unmistakably Zulawskian, Cosmos is nevertheless only moderately Zulawskienne. Surprisingly, its relative temperance hardly makes a difference. The intimate outlines of Gombrowicz’s novel—a few locations (the outdoors settings—swallowing sea, snowy mountains, dark woods—reliably inspiring the director’s metaphorical penchant), characters, and a simple plot—contain a multitude, and Zulawski follows suit, making a summary of the narrative a somewhat superfluous exercise, like drawing a map of sets and actors’ chalk-marks, when the essence of the enterprise is almost exclusively to be found in the choreography of images and gestures, bodies and sounds, of space and time. Zulawski’s directorial statement hints at the goings-on beyond the surface: “This novel by Witold Gombrowicz, certainly the one I admire most in his work, is a gem, a little perverse and sharp diamond. I had never thought of making a film out of it: perhaps due to my admiration, or perhaps because all adaptations of the writer have proven disappointing, or even ridiculous. The man was supremely intelligent, his writing capricious, full of intrigues veiled by a surreal humor, that is to say, in the simplest case, whimsical. Or—and—black…A thriller, a love story, an exploration of the human heart in its youth. A little frightening, very funny when it wants to.” Exactly Zulawski’s hunting ground, even as his comic side remains undervalued, especially by the French. Moved from Gombrowicz’s specific setting of southernmost Poland, 1939, to somewhere in Europe, about now (the language is French, the location Portuguese, the producer Paulo Branco), Cosmos briskly sets up its tonal coordinates, replete with stop-and-go synth-violin faux-cheese orchestrated by versatile regular Zulawski collaborator Andrzej Korzynski.

Already given to bursts of ranting, Witold (Jonathan Genet, ideal as a literary Romantic type) marches from a train station into the woods, discovers the hanged bird and instinctively examines it, only to wipe his hand afterwards in disgust. But the infection cannot be stopped. Witold meets a fishy old acquaintance—their previous relationship remains unaccounted for, like much else—named Fuchs (often also characterized by Gombrowicz as “carroty,” less so as played by Johan Libéreau) and the duo boards in the house of Madame Woytis (Sabine Azéma) and her husband Leon (Jean-François Balmer). Proceedings are ripe for misunderstandings developed in time-honoured farce tradition, but with a sinister bent. The boarders’ subsequent sleuthing-by-near-random-association also suggests a parody of detective story templates, yet the absurd details have uncanny inflections, like the disfigured lip of house servant Ginette (Clémentine Pons), lovingly nicknamed Catherette. The eerie close-up of Ginette’s face serving as a wake-up call, Witold and Fuchs soon obsess over connecting possible signs and pursuing perverse parallels, heatedly debating in between: Witold’s fixation on the servant’s mouth is transferred on Madame Woytis’ fetching, but recently married daughter Lena (Victoria Guerra). Loaded gestures are studied intensely, especially hand movements around cutlery during dinner, while Leon dispenses doting life lessons punctuated by his enigmatic private sing-song-pronunciation and little rituals (small balls of bread, grains of salt). Then there’s the hanged piece of wood in the backyard, undoubtedly hinting at a serial executioner of very peculiar persuasion. Not to mention the “arrows” the duo detects in dirt patches on the ceiling and the like, to be diligently followed, uncovering an ever more elusive trail…

“When will I awake from being awake,” Witold wonders at some point, but Cosmos is hardly dreamy—the only oneiric phrase regularly applied to Zulawski’s hallucinatory films is “fever dream.” Part of the sickness from which this fever springs is intermittent logorrhea, with monological harangues lingering more prominently than the dialogue battles—or the hushed exchanges serving as crucial counterpoint. The interior narration of Witold’s stream-of-consciousness remembrance from Gombrowicz’s novel is translated into big chunks of external verbiage, at times delivered literally in-your-face as Witold dashes in close-up from one scene to the next. Zulawski’s patented mobile camera style, ever-sliding between characters, mostly keeps a medium-shot distance this time around, his brusque transitions and disorienting edits—the finale is particularly inspired—not exactly the time-mosaic-staccato suggested by the welter of digressions and detailed associations in the book: Cosmos is closer to late-period Resnais than to early work of this French fellow traveller in sophisticated surrealism. (That Resnais’ actress-widow Azéma plays the cataleptic Madame freezing at inopportune moments adds an in- to the joke.) Though Cosmos is hardly lacking in perversity, sex, and violence, not to mention fierce freak-out acting spectaculars, the manic(-depressive) tone of earlier films has been replaced by a state of constant agitation. Zulawski diligently conjures the restlessness evoked by the novel’s narrator at a particularly absurd juncture: “But my standing was becoming increasingly irresponsible, even insane, I had no right to stand, this is IMPOSSIBLE, I HAVE TO GO…yet I stood.”

Himself standing firm with regards to his proclivities, Zulawski maintains this nervous tension, a little too frenetic for full-on-comedy, only accentuated by trademark dollops of obscure horror and emotional outbursts, even as he freely inserts his usual counterpoint proto-slapstick and heated, digressive debates about art and pop culture, as passionate as they are parodic, especially regarding literature (“Sartre,” Witold pontificates, “was hideous, except that he wrote Nausea”), film (including a pun on Zulawski’s own L’important c’est d’aimer, but c’mon: Luc Bresson?) and comics (Edgar P. Jacobs’ The Mystery of the Great Pyramid serves as one fetish object). Zulawski’s films always contain such reflexive reminders, but in Cosmos the strategy proves especially fruitful. Like the characters, the filmmaker builds his absurd cosmos from minimal means. More unusual is the film’s focus on men. Despite some great male performances (like Sam Neill’s in Possession or Francis Huster’s very different turns as the possessed The Possessed director and the resident idiot in the Dostoyevsky variations), women usually rule Zulawski’s films—here, their unknowability simply leaves the immature guys stranded in the dark, lost in their perplexing cosmos-building.

The key performance may be Chabrol-Ruiz veteran Balmer’s irresistible turn as aged, but certainly not matured paterfamilias, who has receded into a private world of kinky mini-pleasures, given to the juiciest expressions of barely sublimated obscenity, especially his onanistic onomatopoetry, the endlessly combinable centrepiece of his wordplay being “bleurgh,” per the English subtitles. The novel’s most recent English translation by Danuta Borchardt had used a simpler “berg,” but wouldn’t the world be poorer without Bleurghson, Spielbleurgh, and Bleurghman? No matter how ridiculously expressed, the unspeakable is still what Zulawski’s art tries to wrestle from life. That he gives Gombrowicz’s hilarious non-sequitur ending—his wife’s dinner announcement—pride of place as the big final quote before he does one of his end-credits meta-showstoppers, serves as a reminder that common-sense logic proves an unsatisfactory tool in the absurd maelstrom of life’s (and art’s) sensations, no matter how seemingly insignificant: “One must understand what is the drop that makes the cup overflow. What is it that’s ‘too much?’ There is something like an excess of reality, a swelling beyond endurance,” Witold muses in Gombrowicz’s novel. By the end of both book and film, the equilibrium of existence has been so thoroughly pierced that the bird might as well have hanged itself.



Bleurghing the Unspeakable: A Stroll Through Andrzej Zulawski’s Cosmos. By Christoph Huber. Cinema Scope on line, no date

Also interesting : Cosmos – Andrzej Żuławski. Culture PL ,  February  29, 2016.




Official UK  trailer Cosmos by Andrzej Zulawski