Thanksgiving
Day 1948. Harold Huckins is deer-hunting
at twilight.
He is on
Pulsifer Hill in Holderness, New Hampshire, following the Durgin Brook where it
skirts the Mount Prospect trail, when he comes to a shallow depression beside
the water. Birches grow along its edge, and there is a pine tree down in the
hollow.
The
bones are lying in the open. Unburied, awash in pine needles and thatched with
tree-roots. An animal, Huckins thinks. Then he sees the shoes.
Elsie
Whittemore was 25 in the summer of 1936, mother to a 16-month-old daughter and
pregnant with another child. Her husband Edward was employed as an ironworker
and construction foreman. His work frequently took him away from home, and the
young family had moved in with Edward’s parents in Plymouth to save money.
Little
is known of Elsie or of her life in Plymouth. Newspaper reports describe her as
“highly esteemed” in her community but also “of high character and proud […]
quiet, never divulging her feelings or giving expression if in trouble.”
And she
was in trouble, of a kind. In late 1935 or early 1936 she became pregnant
again. In the summer of 1936, Edward was in Fairlee, Vermont, working on a
bridge project, leaving Elsie at home to take care of their daughter. During
this time she was said to be “slightly depressed” on account of her pregnancy
and had taken to walking alone in the evening.
On June
29, 1936, just after supper, Elsie complained of indigestion and informed her
in-laws Carl and Pearl Whittemore that she was going for a walk to settle her
stomach. This was not unusual. It was a windy night and Elsie wore a brown
overcoat and brown beret over a light summer dress. She took nothing with her —
and she never came back.
Her
in-laws grew concerned. Edward came down from Fairlee and the family spent the
night of the 29th and the 30th retracing Elsie’s usual routes through town. In
the morning, they reported Elsie’s absence to the Plymouth police, who
initiated a massive search under the direction of Chief Felix McCarthy. Authorities
scoured the woods outside of town while volunteers sounded the Pemigewasset
River to its bottom.
Sniffer
dogs from Northampton, Massachusetts, followed Elsie’s scent as far as the
corner of Avery and Highland Streets where they lost the trail, leading some to
speculate that she had accepted a ride. The police, however, treated this
possibility “lightly.” Apparently, they did not suspect foul play, though
Elsie’s stepmother was adamant in her belief that Elsie had been abducted.
Missing
flyers were distributed across northern New England. Elsie was described as
“slight” and with a protruding tooth on her upper right jaw. A truck driver
learned of her disappearance, probably from the posters, and contacted the
Plymouth Police Department.
This
truck driver was passing through Hill, New Hampshire, on the morning of June 30
when he stopped to pick up a hitchhiker roughly matching Elsie’s description.
The young woman was carrying a loaf of bread under her arm. She told him she
was en route to New York and had walked through the night. At her request, he
dropped her off in Franklin, near the New Hampshire Orphans Home.
Investigators
traveled to Franklin, where they learned that the young hitchhiker had spent
the entirety of June 30 at Webster Rock, a local landmark. She was just sitting
there, they were told, doing nothing. A detective showed Elsie’s photo to boys
from the orphanage, but they were unable to identify her, and authorities would
later announce that they had determined the young hitchhiker was not, in fact,
Elsie. On what basis isn’t known.
After
that, there is nothing. Elsie’s daughter was raised in Plymouth by her paternal
grandparents while Edward waited 12 years to divorce his wife. The decree,
issued June 30, 1948, cites her “absence of three years together” — and,
really, after June 29, 1936, absence is all we know of her.
Absence
— and silence. No sound in that lonesome hollow save the rustle of blowing pine
needles, the rush of running water.
In
subsequent days, the scene is investigated by officers of the New Hampshire
State Police and the Grafton County Sheriff’s Office. The woman’s remains have
been scattered — either by animals or by the brook — but searchers are able to
salvage various bones, including the left tibia and right radius as well as the
bones of two feet, still in their shoes.
The
shoes in question are moccasin-style “sport” oxfords, fashioned from natural
leather, with rubber Du-Flex soles. In addition to the pocketbook, a woman’s
purse is recovered and found to contain the upper portions of a cash-purse as
well as a metal glasses case with a pair of “pretty, well-preserved”
horn-rimmed spectacles inside.
Other
items emerge out of the pine needles. An empty medicine bottle. A metal flask
with built-in cup. A fragment of wool overcoating. The remnants of a straw
belt. The neck of a canvas duffel bag and a distinctive compact enameled with
the image of a bird in red, gold, green, and black.
In
November 1948, Carl and Pearl Whittemore are still living in Plymouth with
Elsie’s daughter, now 14. The distance from Pulsifer Hill to Pleasant Street in
Plymouth is around 4.5 miles. Sgt. Currier of the New Hampshire State Police
calls on the Whittemores at home. He brings with him the glasses case, compact,
pocketbook, and purse, but the Whittemores are unable to identify any of them
as belonging to Elsie. In fact, they are certain that they are not Elsie’s
because she did not wear glasses and did not take her pocketbook with her the
night she disappeared.
Before
leaving the Whittemore house, Sgt. Currier requests a fabric sample for
comparison with the overcoating material recovered from the hollow. Pearl
Whittemore produces a square of brown herringbone tweed said to be “similar or
identical” to that of Elsie’s brown overcoat, which Sgt. Currier takes with
him.
Meanwhile
the investigation continues. In 1948, forensic science is in its infancy and
the state of New Hampshire does not employ a medical examiner. Drs. Alan R.
Moritz and Michael Luongo of the Harvard Department of Legal Medicine are
contacted to oversee the removal of the bones from the scene. They are then
taken to Harvard for examination.
Moritz’s
approach is remarkably thorough. From a soils expert he learns that the process
of soil formation from pine needles is believed to take around three years. The
roots recovered from the fabric are sectioned and found to exhibit five years’
growth. Based on this evidence, Dr. Moritz concludes that the bones have lain
beside the brook for a period of at least eight years — i.e., since 1940 or
before, consistent with the timeframe of Elsie Whittemore’s disappearance.
He
measures the woman’s left tibia at 36.8 centimeters in length and the right
radius at 23.5 centimeters. Using “Krogman’s Table,” Moritz is able to estimate
the height of the individual in question at around 62–63 inches, matching
Elsie’s height.
Hairs
recovered from the hollow range in length from two to eight inches, suggesting
a long bob like that worn by Elsie. In color, these hairs are described as
“light brown” like Elsie’s but with a distinctive “reddish sheen” under strong
light.
A lone
incisor tooth shows signs of unusual wear, possibly related to dental
malocclusion, and is confirmed to belong to an individual of age 25 or older.
Moritz
also compares the two fabric samples under infrared light. The Pulsifer Hill
sample is badly degraded but reveals a pattern of dark and light threads
similar to the chevron pattern of the Whittemore sample. They do not appear to
be identical, however, and the Whittemore sample likewise contains an admixture
of viscose rayon whereas the Pulsifer Hill sample does not. Moritz attributes
this possible discrepancy to the acidifying action of decomposing pine needles.
Another
discrepancy proves more difficult to reconcile. Elsie Whittemore was a petite
woman with a shoe size of 5 or 5 ½ shoe while the moccasin recovered from the
scene is measured by Moritz at size 7, roughly 23.5 centimeters. Moritz
documents this discrepancy but offers no explanation. A January 1949 article in
The New Hampshire Sunday News, published in collaboration with the Grafton
County Prosecutor’s Office, speculates that a combination of root-action and
weathering may have stretched the rubber Du-Flex sole.
Finally,
Moritz turns his attention to the flask and medicine bottle. The flask holds
only water, but upon analysis, the empty medicine bottle is found to contain
traces of an unidentified barbiturate, leading Moritz to conclude that the
Holderness female most likely ended her own life in the hollow via an overdose.
In a table summarizing his findings, Moritz suggests that the dead woman is far
more likely to be Elsie Whittemore than any other missing woman in New
Hampshire, citing height and clothing similarities, among other factors.
He
reports his findings to the Grafton County Prosecutor Robert Jones, who shares
these conclusions with the press on December 1, 1948. At this point, Jones
announces that he is discontinuing the investigation. He contends that Elsie
Whittemore left her in-laws’ house on Pleasant Street on June 29, 1936, and
crossed over the Pemigewasset River into Holderness, where she died in the
woods on Pulsifer Hill, a likely suicide.
The case
is closed.
But
Elsie’s story hasn’t ended, has no ending.
In the
years that followed the 1948 discovery, the Whittemore family continued to
contest the county’s findings, citing discrepancies such as shoe size as well
as their own failure to identify items recovered from the scene.
Perhaps
they were trying to protect Elsie’s daughter. Or, perhaps, they were right.
Moritz’s
identification of Elsie Whittemore was strongly informed by his height estimate
of 62–63 inches from Krogman’s Table using standard regression formulae. These
formulae, however, were derived from 19th-century cadaver samples and, for this
reason, are not appropriate to use when calculating stature for 20th-century
individuals as they tend to underestimate height, especially in females.
The
landmark 1952 stature estimation study by Mildred Trotter and Goldine C.
Gleser, which appeared within five years of Moritz’s examination, provides a
more accurate series of regression formulae. If we assume that Dr. Moritz’s
bone-length measurements are correct, then we can derive an estimated height
range for the Holderness female of between 64.799 and 67.681 inches, with the
most likely range falling between 65.1 and 66.0 inches. These estimates are
consistent with a taller individual than Elsie Whittemore (62 inches) and
likewise in accordance with the larger shoe size observed.
Prior to
Moritz’s examination, the New Hampshire State Police provided him with a list
of missing women from Vermont and New Hampshire along with relevant identifying
information such as age and descriptions of clothing. Moritz then reviewed and
discounted every one of these individuals apart from Elsie Whittemore, whom he
was unable to rule out.
But
there were other missing women whom Moritz did not consider, including one with
a lifelong connection to Holderness and the Squam Lake region who was reported
missing in Brookline, Massachusetts, in 1939.
Barbara
Newhall Follett was born in Hanover, New Hampshire, in March 1914. Her parents
were Helen and Wilson Follett, both writers. Perhaps unsurprisingly, Barbara
proved remarkably precocious. As a young girl, she studied birds and
butterflies, invented a language, and taught herself to use a typewriter at the
age of five. When she was just 12 years old, her first novel was published by
Knopf to critical acclaim.
The
House Without Windows (1927) details the adventures of a young girl named
Eepersip who craves the freedom of the natural world. She runs away from home
to explore the woods, the sea, and, finally, the mountains, until at the last
she leaves behind even the constraints of her body to become “a spirit of nature.”
House is
a strange and compelling work, as beguiling and poignant as a fairy tale by
George MacDonald or Walter de la Mare, but possessed of a child’s raw
imagination.
The
book’s success coincided with the collapse of Barbara’s family life. In 1928,
Wilson Follett abandoned his family and remarried. Barbara was devastated. In
subsequent years, she accompanied her mother on an extended trip to the West
Indies and the South Pacific and afterward to Los Angeles, where she was placed
in the custody of a well-meaning family friend who sought to provide her with a
stable home life following years of travel and turmoil.
It
didn’t last. Probably it couldn’t.
Barbara
ran away and was apprehended in San Francisco. The House Without Windows had
made her into a minor celebrity and the newspapers were full of the scandal.
Her parents, naturally, were horrified. Helen moved with Barbara to Washington,
DC, and eventually to New York, where they worked together on an account of
their experiences in the West Indies, published in 1932 under the title Magic
Portholes.
Around
this time Barbara wrote her final novel, which was never published. Lost Island
is a distinctly melancholy adventure story inspired, principally, by her
relationship with the sailor Edward Anderson, to whom the manuscript is
dedicated. The novel follows the course of a love affair between a young woman
and a sailor, from their first meeting aboard a schooner to their final parting
in New York.
Much of
Lost Island takes place on a lush Pacific island, where the couple find
themselves marooned after a storm. They quickly become lovers, and the island
becomes for them a kind of Eden. In time, they are rescued and return to New
York, where their Edenic relationship collapses. In a climactic scene, the novel’s
protagonist flees to the Maine woods and clings to a pine tree, holding fast to
it as the world spins around her:
She held
on and watched, and drifted more and more into the swinging illusion of the
thing. She and the pine tree were falling through space together. It was a long
fall, and an oddly companionable one. She laughed a little at that. Life was
relentless, but there was nothing more it could take away from her.
If only
that were true.
Barbara met
Nickerson “Nick” Rogers in 1931. The two became friends, then lovers. In 1932, they hiked the Appalachian
Trail from Maine to Vermont as far as the Massachusetts border and not long
afterward embarked together on an extended backpacking tour of Europe.
They
were married in 1934. Barbara took her husband’s name, becoming Barbara Rogers,
and settled down with Nick in the Boston area.
The
sailor Edward Anderson was forgotten, left behind. His last surviving letter to
Barbara is dated March 1935, not long after her marriage to Nick, but it isn’t
known if she responded. Two years later, in 1937, Anderson was living in
Seattle, recently married to a young woman named Willma Crayne. His mental
state, however, was deteriorating, and in October of that year, while traveling
by taxi through Yakima, he directed the cab driver to stop before taking off
running into the woods. A search effort was launched and then abandoned after
Willma received a telegram from Anderson originating in Chicago.
From
Chicago, Anderson made his way to Boston, arriving in town on the Columbus Day
Holiday, October 12. He booked a hotel room for a week in advance but only
stayed a single night. His movements in Boston are not known. On October 16, he
boarded the night boat for New York. At 8:30 that evening he accepted a final
drink from the steward, then leapt unseen to his death in the waters of Buzzard
Bay. A month later, his body washed up on Chapoquoit Island in Falmouth. His
watch had stopped at 8:33 p.m.
Barbara,
it seems, never learned of his death. Certainly she never wrote of it. In the
fall of 1937 — perhaps even when Anderson was in Boston — Barbara was in New
Hampshire with Nick in the region around Squam Lake encompassing Holderness,
Plymouth, and surrounding towns. The area was one of great personal
significance to Barbara. She had camped in Holderness on multiple occasions
early in her relationship with Nick, including two weeks in 1932 prior to
embarking on the Appalachian Trail, and another extended stay in 1934.
As
Barbara writes:
Way back
in October we were prowling around the region near Squam Lake in New Hampshire
when our eyes lit covetously upon an old farmhouse on a hill — a farmhouse that
was in quite reputable condition compared with most of the abandoned houses
thereabouts. […] We were quick to cart up some old furniture from Nick’s family
attic, and place same upon the floor of the farmhouse. Follett, over in
Bradford Vermont, crashed through with the very important item of one kitchen
range he was not using. So we set up house-keeping — week-ends. And, as easily
as that, we had our much-longed-for, often-discussed Place in the Country. […]
Of course the main idea in the back of our minds is a skiing headquarters. We
haven’t yet been able to try it out as such, so far; but we shall be doing that
soon now.
In the
mid-1930s, Plymouth was among New England’s preeminent skiing destinations.
Every weekend “ski trains” carried passengers from Boston and New York to the
ski areas around Plymouth. These included Frontenac, Mount Pero, and Wendy’s
Slope (all in Plymouth) as well as Huckins Hill in Holderness and the Mount
Prospect trail.
Barbara
never mentions the precise location of their “skiing headquarters,” but we know
they continued to rent the property for at least one year, and perhaps longer,
as surviving correspondence indicates they visited the house in the fall of
1938 to assess the damage from the Great New England Hurricane.
The next
year, 1939, proved to be one of crisis. Barbara spent much of that summer in
California, where she attended a dance workshop at Mills College. Nick did not
accompany her. Later, he wrote to request a divorce. He had met another woman.
Barbara was gutted — reminded, perhaps, of her parents’ own failed marriage.
She cut short her trip and traveled home to Boston in an attempt to save her
marriage.
It was
no good. This, too, would be taken from her. The couple’s home life
deteriorated, and Barbara began taking sleeping pills (or “dope,” as she calls
it), which she obtained from a family friend. In a letter dated November 4, 1939,
Barbara hints at suicidal thoughts.
On the
surface things are terribly, terribly calm, and wrong — just as wrong as they
can be. I am trying — we are both trying. I still think there is a chance that
the outcome will be a happy one; but I would have to think that anyway, in
order to live; so you can draw any conclusions you like from that!
Barbara
was in a tailspin. Matters came to a climax on Thursday, December 7, 1939.
Early that evening after work, Barbara quarreled with Nick, then walked out of
their Brookline apartment with $30 (around $500 in today’s money) and some
shorthand notes from her work as a secretary.
Nick
waited two weeks to report her as missing. Likely he was thinking of the 1929
incident in San Francisco because he specifically requested that there be no
publicity — and there wasn’t. Five months later, in April 1940, Nick returned
to the Brookline Police Department and asked them to publicize her case, but by
then it was too late. No newspapers carried the story and Barbara Newhall
Follett’s 1939 disappearance would not become widely known until the 1960s.
On April
22, 1940, Brookline PD dispatched the following teletype to eight states:
Brookline. 139 4-22-40 3:38PM McCracken
Missing from Brookline since Dec. 7, 1939,
Barbara
Rogers, married, Age 26, 5-7, 125, fair
complexion
black eyebrows, brown eyes, dark auburn hair
worn in
a long bob, left shoulder slightly higher than
right.
Occasionally wears horn rimmed glasses.
Like
Elsie, Barbara was 25 when she vanished. She was around 67 inches in height —
corresponding to revised stature estimates for the Holderness female — and wore
horn-rimmed glasses like those that were recovered. In December 1939, she was
depressed, perhaps contemplating suicide, and known to be using sleeping pills.
She was
intimately familiar with the Squam Lake area and might have had access to a
rented farmhouse nearby, assuming Nick and Barbara had continued to pay the
rent after 1938. Regrettably, the precise location of the Rogers family’s
“skiing headquarters” isn’t known, but Barbara’s letters suffice to create a
vivid portrait of an abandoned hilltop farmhouse “sitting idle” on the land of
“a prosperous farmer” who lived nearby.
In a
1937 letter, she details how they “rounded him up [the landowner] and persuaded
him to rent it to us [Barbara and Nick] on the incredible and absurd basis of
$2.50 a month.” Later, she adds, “Don’t mention this around — it’s a secret
(the amount, I mean).”
The
White House, still standing today, is a small farmhouse on the northern side of
Pulsifer Hill around half a mile from the Mount Prospect Trail. It was formerly
owned by the White family but passed into the possession of the Pulsifer family
in 1916.
The
Pulsifers were an old and prosperous farming family who owned several farms and
farmhouses on Pulsifer Hill. They had no need of the White House and rented it
out to various families and individuals during the period of roughly 1920 to
1968.
In 1930,
the White House was rented by one Milford Morgan at the rate of $5 per month,
according to the 1930 federal census. The 1940 census does not include the
White House, suggesting that it was vacant at that time. In 1940, Milford
Morgan is given as the owner of a different farm in Holderness where he had
been resident since at least 1935. Presumably, then, he gave up the lease of
the White House at some point between 1930 and 1935, potentially leaving the
house abandoned but in “reputable condition” and, indeed, “sitting idle” on the
Pulsifers’ property.
In 1937,
the patriarch of the family lived nearby, much as Barbara describes, and might
have been persuaded to rent out the house at the lower rate of $2.50 per month
— i.e., half the rate paid by Milford Morgan. As Morgan still lived locally, it
is easy to understand why Nick and Barbara might have been discouraged from
telling anyone about their “incredible and absurd” rent.
And the
rent would remain low long after 1939. We know this because — bizarrely — Elsie
Whittemore’s in-laws began renting the White House as a second home and weekend
getaway either shortly before or shortly after the discovery of human remains
on Pulsifer Hill.
Beginning
in the late 1940s, Carl and Pearl Whittemore arranged for rental of the house
at the rate of $25 per year (or $2.08 per month). They continued to rent the
property for another 20 years until 1968, when the house was sold.
Elsie
Whittemore’s sister-in-law Eunice K. Halfmann writes fondly of the White House
in her 1985 memoir Clothespins and Calendars, recalling: “There was no plumbing
or electricity. The sagging floors creaked and the windows were crooked and
drafty, but it had a nice fireplace in the living room and an old cookstove in
the kitchen near the table. […] The place had charm!”
Elsie is
mentioned only briefly in Halfmann’s account:
During
the days of the Great Depression my brother Edward was married to Elsie Lufkin.
[…] [M]oney was scarce and jobs were few, so PJW [Pearl Johnson Whittemore] and
my father took them into their home while my brother worked for a construction
company around the area. The poem “Patchwork,” which my mother [Pearl] wrote,
tells the story of Elsie’s disappearance more gently than I can …
Our son’s wife went to walk
One windy night.
We cannot find her anywhere.
She left her little daughter in our care.
I made the baby’s ‘jamas longer yesterday.
We’ll warm her with our love as well.
It is
unclear what connection, if any, Elsie Whittemore might have had to Pulsifer
Hill, or what might have caused her to walk the four to five miles hard uphill
from Plymouth to end her life beside the Durgin Brook. Nonetheless,
investigators in 1948 were firm in their belief that this is what happened.
And
their case is not without merit. While evidence such as shoe size and bone
length would seem to argue against Elsie Whittemore as the Holderness female,
there is a correspondence between the clothes in which Elsie disappeared and
the evidence recovered from the hollow.
The
night she vanished, Elsie was said to be wearing low oxford shoes, a dress, a
brown overcoat, and a brown beret. The following items of fabric were found
beside the brook: a scrap of wool top-coating, fragments of coarse cotton
possibly from a dress, and the remnants of a machine-knit garment believed to
be from a sweater, gloves, or a hat.
Elsie
did not take her pocketbook with her when she left the Whittemore residence,
but she might easily have secreted some of her belongings outside the house —
perhaps in the duffle bag that was recovered at the scene. The Whittemores
could not identify the purse or compact, but these could have been older items
or new: Elsie’s in-laws need not have seen them before. Likewise, Elsie might
even have “once wor[n] glasses,” as the 1949 New Hampshire Sunday News article
attests, though without attribution.
Like
Barbara, Elsie was known to be depressed at the time of her disappearance, and
in the 1930s, barbiturates were prescribed for all manner of ailments,
including depression.
Numerous
newspaper reports inform us that Elsie was “soon to become a mother for the
second time” or “soon again to become a mother.” From this we might infer she
was in the latter stages of pregnancy, though no evidence of a fetus or infant
was recovered from Pulsifer Hill.
But, of
course, this doesn’t mean the evidence was never there since the body was
slowly taken to pieces, carried off by scavengers or swept away by the Durgin
Brook. Ultimately, we can only guess at what was lost. Eighty-two years since
her vanishing and Elsie remains as un-divulging as in life, as inexpressive as
the absence she left.
With
Barbara, it is different: we have her writing, not only her novels but also her
letters, which were preserved by her mother and donated to Columbia University.
In one letter, dated June 16, 1930, Barbara reflects on her time aboard sailing
ships in the Pacific:
I
suppose it will be years before I go to sea again, and I may never even see
that schooner. I suppose that I spent about the happiest month of my life
during that sea-trip in her. […] Life was beautiful then. This doesn’t seem
like the same era. Here the beauty consists of great stone towers against the
sunset — sublime, symbolic, but away above the plane of us poor ants that
hustle along the swarming streets at their feet, so engrossed in ourselves that
we never even see a fellow-mortal, but bump into him with a bang, and then
hurry and hurry on.
Oh, my
God, my God! It makes one’s heart and soul suffer — it stabs them to the quick.
Oh, for
wings, for wings! Wings!
Her
anguish is palpable. So too her yearning for freedom — wings! — an escape like
Eepersip’s.
Picture
it this way.
On
December 7, 1939, Barbara leaves her apartment in Brookline and makes her way
by streetcar to Boston’s North Station, where she boards a B&M train. She
reaches Plymouth around midnight, then crosses over the Pemigewasset River into
Holderness. It is over four miles uphill to the crest of Pulsifer Hill, but
Barbara is an avid outdoorswoman: the climb would pose no difficulty.
Perhaps
she stops at their rented farmhouse. Or, again, perhaps not. She is making for
the woods, the mountains. In the dead of night, with light snowfall in the air
and no one about, Barbara passes into the trees off the Mount Prospect trail.
She follows the brook until she finds a shallow depression, a place of
vanishing. She swallows the overdose she has prepared and clings to the pine
tree as the world drops away.
From
Lost Island: “She looked straight up at the sky through surges of silver-green
[…] and then felt the swift sensation that she, her pine tree, and all the woods,
all the world, were falling slantingly.”
She
sinks into pine needles, into the black earth. Years pass, and animals scavenge
her body. Tree roots pierce her clothes and shoes. She is scattered down the
hillside and joined with it: a spirit of nature, a part of the hills. If this
is her ending, then it is beautiful and terrible, but we may never know if this
is, in fact, what happened.
Because
the Holderness female vanished not once but twice. First in 1936 (or in 1939)
and then again in 1948 after her remains were discovered.
Prosecutor
Jones concluded his investigation on December 1, 1948. The case file was lost
or discarded. For unknown reasons, a New Hampshire death record was never
issued, either in Elsie’s name or in association with an unidentified person.
The bones presumably were returned to the State Police Crime Laboratory, but it
is unclear what happened next or if they were ever released for burial.
In the
absence of a definitive identification, the bones might have remained in the
custody of the State Police or the Grafton County Sheriff’s Office and/or
Medical Referee. New Hampshire did not have a medical examiner’s office at the
time, but files or records associated with the Crime Laboratory and/or the
Medical Referee would likely have been turned over to the state’s Office of the
Chief Medical Examiner (OCME) at its inception. However, as of 2018, New
Hampshire’s OCME has no record of these remains in their storage files.
It is
also possible that the bones were released for burial. A New Hampshire statute
in effect in 1948 stipulates that unidentified or unclaimed remains should be
returned for burial to the County Commissioner, the town’s Overseer of the
Poor, or to Dartmouth College for research purposes. Unfortunately it would
seem that this protocol was not followed, as inquiries in Holderness, Plymouth,
Concord, and Hanover — as well as Grafton County — have failed to turn up any
record of death or burial associated with these remains.
The
bones, simply, are gone — and a woman’s name along with them. Whether she was
Elsie or Barbara, she is likely lost to us forever, “invisible to all mortals,”
as Barbara writes of Eepersip, “save those few who have minds to believe, eyes
to see.”
And,
really, there is little enough to see. After 70 years, we have only
photographs.
A
woman’s bones, arranged upon a table. Tibia, fibula, radius. Ribs and
phalanges. Two fragments of wool overcoating with similar patterns. A woman’s oxford
shoe, size 7. A plain brown medicine bottle.
A
photograph from the Manchester Union Leader dated November 29, 1948, shows a
woman’s purse and pocketbook, glasses case and spectacles. The enamel compact
is pictured as well, but its design cannot be made out.
Elsie
Whittemore, aged 10 or 11. She smiles broadly, revealing a jutting canine tooth
at upper right. A portrait of her in adulthood shows a petite woman with bobbed
hair. Her lips are closed, perhaps to hide her teeth, and she is wearing
light-colored shoes and a long dress, a straw belt.
Barbara
Newhall Follett, aged 12. Hiking in the White Mountains or hunched over a
typewriter. Aged 16 in low oxfords, her red-brown hair newly bobbed. Or 22 and
smiling, wearing a blouse and straw belt. In her last known photograph, Barbara
is 25 years old, her hair worn in a long bob. Her expression is imperious, even
defiant. She does not look at the camera but rather beyond it, as though to a
place we cannot see, and where we cannot follow.
A Place
of Vanishing: Barbara Newhall Follett and the Woman in the Woods. By Daniel
Mills.
Los Angeles Review of Books , April 5 , 2019.
“A small
back door opened into the lovely woods at the back of the house. Quickly
Eepersip made her way out into the open; and everything looked twice as lovely
as before. How light it was, with all the world a window, instead of those
silly little peep-holes fringed about! How much more glowing everything was!
Oh, nothing in a house could compare with the world of light that Eepersip
lived in!”
At the
age of four, Barbara Newhall Follett pestered her father Wilson to “tell her a
story” about his typewriter. By five, Barbara was typing letters and poetry on
the Corona without assistance. By six, she completed her first 4,500-word short
story. By eight, she had started writing her first full-length novel. At 12,
The House Without Windows, and Eepersip’s Life There, would be published to
widespread critical acclaim.
At age
25, Follett—once famed as a child genius poised to become the next great
American novelist—walked out of her apartment with a notebook in hand and $30
in her pocket. She was never heard from again.
Follett
was born March 4, 1914 in Hanover, New Hampshire, to parents Helen—a writer—and
father Wilson, a scholar who taught at Dartmouth College and Brown University
before taking an editorial position with the Yale University Press.
In a
household where typewriters took the place of crucifixes and books the place of
formal curriculum, Follett thrived in being schooled at home and socialized
amongst adults. Her literary talents blossomed bright and early—according to
her mother’s written accounts, Follett’s “love for books” began when she was a
year old and became a “passion” by three and a half. Typewritten correspondence
became part of her curriculum by age five and, today, letters she wrote to
friends and family—mostly adults many years her senior—offer insight into
Follett’s deep love of the natural world, talent for diction, and disinterest
in same-aged playmates. Follett’s letters and early poetry evolved to include
long swarths of prose and, at just six years old, Follett completed the short
story The Life of the Spinning-Wheel, the Rocking Horse, and the Rabbit.
Follett's
main inspiration was the natural world around her. A turning point in her young
career came with her first visit to Lake Sunapee when she was eight—the same
year, Barbara began writing the story of Eepersip, a young girl who runs away
from her family to live in the wild. She gave the manuscript to her mother as a
gift on her ninth birthday. Later that year, Barbara’s completed
manuscript—along with the rest of the family’s possessions—were lost in a house
fire. Lucky to have survived the blaze and yet unable to shake Eepersip, Barbara
returned to the story in 1924. The House Without Windows, and Eepersip’s Life
There was published by Alfred A. Knopf—at that time, her father’s employer—as
Follett’s debut novel on January 21, 1927. In her own words:
“It is
about a little girl named Eepersip who lived on top of a mountain, Mount
Varcrobis, and was so lonely that she went away to live wild. She talked to the
animals, and led a sweet lovely life with them—just the kind of life that I
should like to lead.”
The book
received widespread acclaim, with a critic in the The Saturday Review calling
her writing “unbearably beautiful” and another in the New York Times calling it
a “remarkable little book.” Barbara paid little attention to the praise, but
did respond to a review in which a book reviewer pondered what price Barbara
might pay later for her “big days” at the typewriter. Barbara’s written
response read:
“You
write positively as if all children were alike, as if all children desired the
same surroundings, as if they all liked the same things. Children are as
different from each other as grown-up people; they are even more insistent in
their variety of tastes; and a great deal more hurt when things do not go as
they like. [...] The book is an expression of joy—no more—and to a careful
person it should be an expression of my home-life as well.”
Later
that year, Barbara—supervised by a family friend named George Bryan—would
embark on a 10-day excursion aboard the Frederick H. schooner to Nova Scotia;
The Voyage of the Norman D., published upon her return in 1928, is a partial
memoir inspired by the trip to sea. With two critical darlings under her belt
by the age of 14, Barbara was considered a child prodigy and poised to be one
of the next great American writers—but rough waters were ahead, as Barbara soon
learned that her father was leaving the family for his employer’s young
secretary, Margaret Whipple. Heartbroken, Barbara wrote to her her father:
“Such
things do not reconcile themselves. For instance, if you now finally and
determinedly drop all that, leave it behind, kick it out of the way, then how
am I to believe that they actually and truly meant all to you that they seemed
to at the time?”
Betrayed
by the father she’d once idolized, Follett returned to the sea—this time,
convincing her mother to sail with her to West Indies. The pair left in
September 1928 and sailed for six months, but it would prove to be a trying
time—both mother and daughter struggled to sell work and weren’t receiving
money from Wilson, who was fired from his editing position after his affair
came to light. Additionally, there was tension between mother and daughter;
Helen wrote to friends that Barbara had become “difficult” and had “gone to
some kind of pieces, emotional, and physical” in the wake of losing the father
she “worshipped.” According to letters, the conflict came to a head in Tahiti,
when Barbara had what Helen called a “moral break down” and “turned against”
her mother; perhaps related to an unchaperoned trip taken with Captain Andrew
Burt, during which Barbara wrote she “picked up a new and glorious
acquaintance—the devil.”
In 1929,
mother and daughter returned to the mainland; agreeing time apart was
necessary. The younger Follett stayed with friends in Altadena, where she was
placed in psychiatric care and enrolled in junior college. But she subsequently
fled to San Francisco—eventually making news after she was captured by police
and refused to return to a guardian. She was quoted in a newspaper:
“I came away
because I felt I had to have my freedom. I felt utterly suppressed, almost
frantic, under the plans that had been made for me. I did not want to enter
college nor live the standardized existence. I have never been to school in my
life. Perhaps I might like it—I do not know. But this I know: I do not want to
like it.”
Barbara would
return to the East Coast in 1930, taking work as a typist, penning book
synopses for Fox, and beginning a third novel, Lost Island, while living in New
York. But she would find her way back to the lush landscapes of the Northeast
and, while in Vermont over the summer of 1931, met an outdoorsman named
Nickerson Rogers, who she would eventually marry. In the following years, the
couple sailed to Europe, married in Boston, and began taking interpretive dance
classes.
But come 1939,
things would take a turn for the worse—during a trip to the west coast, Follett
received a letter from her husband in which he expressed unhappiness in the
marriage and a desire to separate. In a letter from this time, Barbara noted
that things were more dire than she had initially thought, as she’d discovered
that there was another woman. As with all things Follett loved in her life, she
was determined not to lose Rogers and committed herself to what she expected to
be “long, patient process” of reconciliation. From her letters, it appears that
the couple attempted to make it work—but soon, things would appear
irreconcilable. According to the last surviving letter written by Barbara:
“In my last
letter I told you things were going well, and I thought they were. They
continued to go well for a time—at least I thought so, and I was happy, and
decided that the worst part of the ordeal was over. But that was too easy. No
such luck! I don’t know what to say now. On the surface things are terribly,
terribly calm, and wrong—just as wrong as they can be. I am trying—we are both
trying. I still think there is a chance that the outcome will be a happy one;
but I would have to think that anyway, in order to live; so you can draw any conclusions
you like from that!”
Barbara left
her apartment in Brookline, Massachusetts with $30 in her pocket and a notebook
in hand on the evening of December 7, 1939.
She was never
heard from again.
Suspicions
surrounded her husband, who waited two weeks to report her disappearance to
police and four months to request a missing persons bulletin, claiming he was
waiting for her to return. When the bulletin was released, Follett was listed
under her married name—thus, the connection to the former child prodigy was not
made until many years later. In fact, Follett's own mother did not discover her
daughter was missing until the mid-1940s; letters she subsequently sent to
former acquaintances, including Captain Andrew Burt, yielded no leads. The case
of the missing writer went cold—and with no evidence of foul play the mystery
endures: was Barbara murdered? Did she escape to another location, reinvent
herself, and live another life without ever telling her family or friends? Or,
perhaps, was the draw of Eepersip’s House Without Windows—the natural world,
free from cheating husbands and fathers—more than she could resist?
I spoke to
Barbara Newhall Follett’s half-nephew Stefan Cooke via email. He revealed that
his mother—Barbara’s half-sister Jane—thought she might have made her way from
Brookline to the White Mountains, and frozen to death by choice. He has another
theory: “I think Barbara chucked everything to start a new life under a new
identity,” he wrote. “She'd run away before from untenable circumstances,” he
continued, I just don't think Barbara could have been depressed enough at 25 to
commit suicide.”
Barbara’s
104th birthday would have been (or maybe is) this week. Her physical letters
and papers are archived in a collection at Columbia University, while Cooke—the
closest family member to Barbara still alive—has made her work publicly
available on Farksolia.org and in anthology published in 2015, Barbara Newhall
Follett: A Life in Letters.
Though we may
never know what became of her, through her work, Barbara Newhall Follett lives
on.
The Child
Genius Poised to Become a Great Novelist—But Then She Disappeared. By Nile Cappello. Vice , March 12 , 2018.
Flowers
have faded,
Butterfly
wings are weary,
And far
off is the chanting of the eternal sea.
—Barbara
Newhall Follett, The House Without Windows (1927)
Meet
Barbara. Not exactly your average American kid. Barbara is extremely gifted.
She is intelligent and ambitious. A prodigy. Very much in awe of nature, and in
love with writing.
In 1927,
at the incredibly young age of twelve, Barbara published her first novel to
great critical acclaim. Two years later, her second novel followed. Then things
changed. In spite of her literary success, she suffered several personal blows
and reportedly became depressed.
In
December 1939, at the age of twenty-five, Barbara walked out of her Brookline
apartment, never to be seen again.
Like so
many of us, I enjoy a great mystery tremendously, and although Barbara’s life
story reads as if Agatha Christie and Daphne du Maurier brainstormed to dream
up a fantastic new character and write a compelling tale of success, lost
ideals and broken dreams, Barbara was real.
I write
“was,” but to this day nobody is certain of what happened to the author and if
she perhaps fled to start a brand new life, is still alive and over a hundred
years old. The idea of ‘escape’ is a powerful one. I think all of us have at
one time or another, even for the briefest of moments, considered running off
and starting our lives over. A clean slate. Doing it all again, but better. If
only we could…
The
element of escape is what makes disappearances not only tragic but also
exciting, even if we don’t want to admit it. There are famous cases of authors
who, in their own particular way, disappeared: Agatha Christie “staged” her own
escape, only to be found by her husband in a health spa two weeks later.
Virginia Woolf escaped in the most tragic and definitive way by walking into
the river and taking her own life.
But back
to Barbara Newhall Follett: the daughter of critic and editor Wilson Follett
and children’s writer Helen Thomas Follett, she was home-schooled and probably
encouraged by her parents to write from an early age on. Especially Wilson, her
father, had a particular influence on her ambitions as an author.
One
thing is certain: Barbara had a vivid imagination and those who lived with were
required to take her fantasies very seriously. “Don’t go sit there, daddy,”
Barbara would say when her father took a seat at the dinner table. “That’s
where Beethoven sits!”
Barbara
invented her own language: Farksoo. She was in awe of words and books, but
perhaps even more so of nature. Her debut novel The House Without Windows, the
title being a metaphor to nature itself, is an incredibly sensitive ode to the
beauty and inspiration of the meadows, the sea, and the mountains. Barbara
lived in a village and loved to play in the woods and on the river and to run
off to hide between the trees where she’d act out her stories.
Encouraged and
guided by her father, she wrote most of her debut novel when she was nine.
Unfortunately, the manuscript was destroyed in a domestic fire. Barbara rewrote
it and three years the novel was published with Knopf. The debut received much
critical acclaim but Barbara especially reveled in the pride her father took in
her accomplishments.
Later
that year, Barbara left on a ten-day-excursion aboard a schooner to Nova Scotia
and when she returned she had finished her second novel: part fiction, part
travel memoir of her time at sea. The Voyage of the Norman D. was published
immediately and, again, received critical praise.
However,
that same year life took a turn for the worse. Barbara’s father left her mother
for another woman. Barbara was shattered and heartbroken. In long letters she
begged her ‘dear daddy-dog’ to come back. He didn’t.
At the
age of sixteen, Barbara moved to a small New York apartment with her mother.
They didn’t receive any money from Barbara’s father and the Great Depression
made circumstances even more difficult. Barbara found a job as a secretary. She
had little to no contact with her father, and though she kept on writing, she
wasn’t able to get her subsequent manuscripts published. This rejection caused
her to ponder the painful question: “Can I do it without him?”
In the
summer of 1931, Barbara fell in love with Nickerson Rogers, an outdoorsman who
shared her deep love for nature and eventually married him. After a few happy
years in which they backpacked through Europe, Barbara started to suspect that
“her” Nick might be cheating on her. She became depressed, stopped writing,
withdrew from contact with family and friends. Then, on a cold December day,
reportedly after a fight with her husband, she left their apartment and
vanished without a trace.
Today,
Barbara’s mysterious disappearance is still surrounded by questions. Why would
a promising writer suddenly walk out on her life and never return? If she
willingly ran away, why did she take nothing but thirty dollars and a notebook
with her? And why did her husband Nick wait for two weeks until he called the
police?
Here’s
another: when Nick requested a missing persons bulletin four months after her
disappearance, why did he list it under Barbara’s married name ‘Rogers’ causing
the author’s disappearance to go by unnoticed by the media? It wasn’t until two
decades later, in 1966, the press picked up on the story of the lost American
prodigy.
Fascinated
by Barbara, I’ve tried to bring some of her back to life in my debut novel. To
this day, I’m continuing my research into her mysterious case, looking into
files on her disappearance and assembling all the documents that still exist,
in an effort to get to the bottom of this captivating mystery.
Did the betrayal
by the two most important men in her life bring Barbara Newhall Follett down?
Did a violent act or accident occur in the apartment on that tragic evening? Or
was it her own doing and did Barbara finally act on a dream she had all along,
which she described in her debut novel through the eyes of Eepersip: “a young
girl who runs away from her family to live in the wild”?
If she’s
alive, Barbara would be 104. She could have built that beautiful house deep in
the woods she dreamed of. However, I believe she isn’t and she didn’t. For her
sake, I’ll keep digging. And I do hope one day I’ll be able to tell you what
truly happened to Barbara on that mysterious December night.
What Happened
to Barbara Newhall Follett? By Sarah
Meuleman. Crimereads, November 1, 2018.
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