Answers
I kept
my answers small and kept them near;
Big
questions bruised my mind but still I let
Small
answers be a bullwark to my fear.
The huge
abstractions I kept from the light;
Small
things I handled and caressed and loved.
I let
the stars assume the whole of night.
But the
big answers clamoured to be moved Into my life. Their great audacity
Shouted
to be acknowledged and believed.
Even
when all small answers build up to
Protection
of my spirit, still I hear
Big
answers striving for their overthrow.
And all
the great conclusions coming near.
Lullaby
Though
the world has slipped and gone,
Sounds
my loud discordant cry
Like the
steel bird's song on high:
'Still
one thing is left - the Bone!'
Then out
danced the Babioun.
She sat
in the hollow of the sea -
A socket
whence the eye's put out -
She sang
to the child a lullaby
(The
steel birds' nest was thereabout.)
Do, do,
do, do -
Thy
mother's hied to the vaster race:
The
Pterodactyl made its nest
And laid
a steel egg in her breast -
Under
the Judas-coloured sun.
She'll
work no more, nor dance, nor moan,
And I am
come to take her place,
Do, do.
There's
nothing left but earth's low bed -
(The
Pterodactyl fouls its nest):
But
steel wings fan thee to thy rest,
And
wingless truth and larvae lie
And
eyeless hope and handless fear -
All
these for thee as toys are spread,
Do - do
-
Red is
the bed of Poland, Spain,
And thy
mother's breast, who has grown wise
In that
fouled nest. If she could rise,
Give
birth again,
In
wolfish pelt she'd hide thy bones
To
shield thee from the world's long cold,
And down
on all fours shouldst thou crawl,
For thus
from no height canst thou fall -
Do, do.
She'd
give no hands: there's naught to hold
And
naught to make: there's dust to sift,
But no
food for the hands to lift.
Do, do.
Heed my
ragged lullaby,
Fear not
living, fear not chance,
All is
equal - blindness, sight,
There is
no depth, there is no height:
Do, do.
The
Judas-coloured sun is gone,
And with
the Ape thou art alone -
Do,
Do.
Serenade,
Any Man to Any Woman
Dark
angel who art clear and straight
as canon
shining in the air,
your
blackness doth invade my mind
and
thunderous as the armored wind
that
rained on Europe is your hair,
And so I
love you till I die
(unfaithful
I, the canon’s mate)
Forgive
my love of such brief span,
But
fickle is the flesh of man,
and
death’s cold puts the passion out.
I’ll woo
you with a serenade –
The
wolfish howls the starving made,
And lies
shall be your canopy
To
shield you from the freezing sky.
Yet when
I clasp you in my arms –
who are
my sleep, the zero hour
that
clothes instead of flesh my heart,
you in
my heaven have no part,
for you
my mirage broken in flower,
can
never see what dead men know !
Then die
with me and be my love :
The
grave shall be your shady grove
and in
your pleasaunce rivers flow
(to
ripen this new paradise)
from a
more universal flood
than
Noah knew: But yours is blood,
Yet
still you will imperfect be
that in
my heart the death’s chill grows,
a
rainbow shining in the night,
born of
my tears … your lips, the bright
summer-old
folly of the rose.
Artwork by Sarah Cliff
Aubade
JANE,
Jane,
Tall as
a crane,
The
morning light creaks down again;
Comb
your cockscomb-ragged hair,
Jane,
Jane, come down the stair.
Each
dull blunt wooden stalactite
Of rain
creaks, hardened by the light,
Sounding
like an overtone
From
some lonely world unknown.
But the
creaking empty light
Will
never harden into sight,
Will
never penetrate your brain
With
overtones like the blunt rain.
The
light would show (if it could harden)
Eternities
of kitchen garden,
Cockscomb
flowers that none will pluck,
And
wooden flowers that 'gin to cluck.
In the
kitchen you must light
Flames
as staring, red and white,
As
carrots or as turnips shining
Where
the cold dawn light lies whining.
Cockscomb
hair on the cold wind
Hangs
limp, turns the milk's weak mind . . .
Jane,
Jane,
Tall as
a crane,
The
morning light creaks down again!
Portrait
of a Barmaid
Metallic
waves of people jar
Through
crackling green toward the bar
Where on
the tables chattering-white
The
sharp drinks quarrel with the light.
Those
coloured muslin blinds the smiles,
Shroud
wooden faces in their wiles —
Sometimes
they splash like water (you
Yourself
reflected in their hue).
The
conversation loud and bright
Seems
spinal bars of shunting light
In
firework-spurting greenery.
O
complicate machinery
For
building Babel, iron crane
Beneath
your hair, that blue-ribbed mane
In noise
and murder like the sea
Without
its mutability!
Outside
the bar where jangling heat
Seems
out of tune and off the beat —
A
concertina's glycerine
Exudes,
and mirrors in the green
Your
soul: pure glucose edged with hints
Of
tentative and half-soiled tints.
Still
Falls the Rain
Still
falls the Rain---
Dark as
the world of man, black as our loss---
Blind as
the nineteen hundred and forty nails
Upon the
Cross.
Still
falls the Rain
With a
sound like the pulse of the heart that is changed to the hammer-beat
In the
Potter's Field, and the sound of the impious feet
On the
Tomb:
Still
falls the Rain
In the
Field of Blood where the small hopes breed and the human brain
Nurtures
its greed, that worm with the brow of Cain.
Still
falls the Rain
At the
feet of the Starved Man hung upon the Cross.
Christ
that each day, each night, nails there, have mercy on us---
On Dives
and on Lazarus:
Under
the Rain the sore and the gold are as one.
Still
falls the Rain---
Still
falls the Blood from the Starved Man's wounded Side:
He bears
in His Heart all wounds,---those of the light that died,
The last
faint spark
In the
self-murdered heart, the wounds of the sad uncomprehending dark,
The
wounds of the baited bear---
The
blind and weeping bear whom the keepers beat
On his
helpless flesh... the tears of the hunted hare.
Still
falls the Rain---
Then---
O Ile leape up to my God: who pulles me doune---
See, see
where Christ's blood streames in the firmament:
It flows
from the Brow we nailed upon the tree
Deep to
the dying, to the thirsting heart
That
holds the fires of the world,---dark-smirched with pain
As
Caesar's laurel crown.
Then
sounds the voice of One who like the heart of man
Was once
a child who among beasts has lain---
"Still
do I love, still shed my innocent light, my Blood, for thee."
Edith
Sitwell reads Still Falls the Rain. This
recording comes from a 1946 disc that was part of a series masterminded by the
author and literary impresario John Lehmann.
The Poetry Archive
The
Dancers: (During A Great Battle, 1916)
The
floors are slippery with blood:
The
world gyrates too. God is good
That
while His wind blows out the light
For
those who hourly die for is –
We still
can dance each night.
The
music has grown numb with death –
But we
will suck their dying breath,
The
whispered name they breathed to chance,
To swell
our music, make it loud
That we
may dance, - may dance.
We are
the dull blind carrion-fly
That
dance and batten. Though God die
Mad from
the horror of the light –
The
light is mad, too, flecked with blood, -
We
dance, we dance, each night.
At the
Fair
I. Springing Jack
Green
wooden leaves clap light away,
Severely
practical, as they
Shelter
the children candy-pale,
The
chestnut-candles flicker, fail . . .
The
showman’s face is cubed clear as
The
shapes reflected in a glass
Of
water—(glog, glut, a ghost’s speech
Fumbling
for space from each to each).
The
fusty showman fumbles, must
Fit in a
particle of dust
The
universe, for fear it gain
Its
freedom from my cube of brain.
Yet dust
bears seeds that grow to grace
Behind
my crude-striped wooden face
As I, a
puppet tinsel-pink
Leap on
my springs, learn how to think—
Till
like the trembling golden stalk
Of some
long-petalled star, I walk
Through
the dark heavens, and the dew
Falls on
my eyes and sense thrills through.
II. The Ape Watches “Aunt Sally”
The
apples are an angel’s meat;
The
shining dark leaves make clear sweet
The
juice; green wooden fruits alway
Fall on
these flowers as white as day—
(Clear
angel-face on hairy stalk:
Soul
grown from flesh, an ape’s young talk!)
And in
this green and lovely ground
The
Fair, world-like, turns round and round
And
bumpkins throw their pence to shed
Aunt
Sally’s wooden clear-striped head.—
I do not
care if men should throw
Round
sun and moon to make me go—
As
bright as gold and silver pence . . .
They
cannot drive their black shade hence!
“Tournez,
Tournez, Bon Chevaux De Bois”
Turn,
turn again,
Ape’s
blood in each vein!
The
people that pass
Seem
castles of glass,
The old
and the good
Giraffes
of the blue wood,
The
soldier, the nurse,
Wooden-face
and a curse,
Are
shadowed with plumage
Like
birds, by the gloomage.
Blond
hair like a clown’s
The
music floats—drowns
The
creaking of ropes,
The
breaking of hopes,
The
wheezing, the old,
Like
harmoniums scold;
Go to
Babylon, Rome,
The
brain-cells called home,
The
grave, new Jerusalem—
Wrinkled
Methusalem!
From our
floating hair
Derived
the first fair
And
queer inspiration
Of
music, the nation
Of
bright-plumed trees
And
harpy-shrill breeze . . .
*
* * *
Turn,
turn again,
Ape’s
blood in each vein!
Waltz
Daisy
and Lily,
Lazy and
silly,
Walk by
the shore of the wan grassy sea, --
Talking
once more 'neath a swan-bosomed tree.
Rose
castles,
Tourelles,
Those
bustles
Where
swells
Each
foam-bell of ermine,
They
roam and determine
What
fashions have been and what fashions will be, --
What
tartan leaves born,
What
crinolines worn.
By Queen
Thetis,
Pelisses
Of
tarlatine blue,
Like the
thin plaided leaves that the castle crags grew;
Or
velours d'Afrande:
On the
water-gods' land
Her hair
seemed gold trees on the honey-cell sand
When the
thickest gold spangles, on deep water seen,
Were
like twanging guitar and like cold mandoline,
And the
nymphs of great caves,
With
hair like gold waves
Of
Venus, wore tarlatine.
Louis
and Charlottine
(Boreas'
daughters)
And the
nymphs of deep waters,
The
nymph Taglioni, Grisi the ondine,
Wear
plaided Victoria and thin Clementine
Like the
crinolined waterfalls;
Wood-nymphs
wear bonnets, shawls;
Elegant
parasols
Floating
were seen.
The
Amazons wear balzarine of jonquille
Beside
the blond lace of a deep-falling rill;
Through
glades like a nun
They run
from and shun
The
enormous and gold-rayed rustling sun;
And the
nymphs of the fountains
Descend
from the mountains
Like
elegant willows
On their
deep barouche pillows,
In
cashmere Alvandar, barege Isabelle,
Like
bells of bright water from clearest wood-well.
Our
elegantes favouring bonnets of blond,
The
stars in their apiaries,
Sylphs
in their aviaries,
Seeing
them, spangle these, and the sylphs fond
From
their aviaries fanned
With
each long fluid hand
The
manteaux espagnoles,
Mimic
the waterfalls
Over the
long and the light summer land.
So Daisy
and Lily,
Lazy and
silly,
Walk by
the shore of the wan grassy sea,
Talking
once more 'neath a swan-bosomed tree.
Rose
castles,
Tourelles,
Those
bustles!
Mourelles
Of the
shade in their train follow.
Ladies,
how vain, -- hollow, --
Gone is
the sweet swallow, --
Gone,
Philomel!
photograph by Tim Walker, model Tilda Swinton
Déjeuner
sur l'herbe
Green
apples dancing in a wash of sun —
Ripples
of sense and fun —
A net of
light that wavers as it weaves
The
sunlight on the chattering leaves;
The
half-dazed sound of feet,
And
carriages that ripple in the heat.
The
parasols like shadows of the sun
Cast
wavering shades that run
Across
the laughing faces and across
Hair
with a bird-bright gloss.
The
swinging greenery casts shadows dark,
Hides me
that I may mark
How,
buzzing in this dazzling mesh, my soul
Seems
hardening it to flesh, and one bright whole.
O sudden
feathers have a flashing sheen!
The
sun's swift javelin
The
bird-songs seem, that through the dark leaves pass;
And life
itself is but a flashing glass.
By the
Lake
ACROSS
the flat and the pastel snow
Two
people go . . . . 'And do you remember
When
last we wandered this shore?' . . . 'Ah no!
For it
is cold-hearted December.'
'Dead,
the leaves that like asses's ears hung on the trees
When
last we wandered and squandered joy here;
Now
Midas your husband will listen for these
Whispers--these
tears for joy's bier.'
And as
they walk, they seem tall pagodas;
And all
the ropes let down from the cloud
Ring the
hard cold bell-buds upon the trees--codas
Of
overtones, ecstasies, grown for love's shroud
Clown’s
Houses
BENEATH
the flat and paper sky
The sun,
a demon's eye,
Glowed
through the air, that mask of glass;
All
wand'ring sounds that pass
Seemed
out of tune, as if the light
Were
fiddle-strings pulled tight.
The
market-square with spire and bell
Clanged
out the hour in Hell;
The busy
chatter of the heat
Shrilled
like a parakeet;
And
shuddering at the noonday light
The dust
lay dead and white
As
powder on a mummy's face,
Or
fawned with simian grace
Round
booths with many a hard bright toy
And
wooden brittle joy:
The cap
and bells of Time the Clown
That,
jangling, whistled down
Young
cherubs hidden in the guise
Of every
bird that flies;
And
star-bright masks for youth to wear,
Lest any
dream that fare
--Bright
pilgrim--past our ken, should see
Hints of
Reality.
Upon the
sharp-set grass, shrill-green,
Tall
trees like rattles lean,
And
jangle sharp and dissily;
But when
night falls they sign
Till
Pierrot moon steals slyly in,
His face
more white than sin,
Black-masked,
and with cool touch lays bare
Each
cherry, plum, and pear.
Then
underneath the veiled eyes
Of
houses, darkness lies--
Tall
houses; like a hopeless prayer
They
cleave the sly dumb air.
Blind
are those houses, paper-thin
Old
shadows hid therein,
With sly
and crazy movements creep
Like
marionettes, and weep.
Tall
windows show Infinity;
And,
hard reality,
The
candles weep and pry and dance
Like
lives mocked at by Chance.
The
rooms are vast as Sleep within;
When
once I ventured in,
Chill
Silence, like a surging sea,
Slowly
enveloped me.
Four in
the Morning
Cried
the navy-blue ghost
Of Mr.
Belaker
The
allegro Negro cocktail-shaker,
"Why
did the cock crow,
Why am I
lost,
Down the
endless road to Infinity toss'd?
The
tropical leaves are whispering white
As
water; I race the wind in my flight.
The
white lace houses are carried away
By the
tide; far out they float and sway.
White is
the nursemaid on the parade.
Is she
real, as she flirts with me unafraid?
I raced
through the leaves as white as water...
Ghostly,
flowed over the nursemaid, caught her,
Left
her...edging the far-off sand
Is the
foam of the sirens' Metropole and Grand;
And
along the parade I am blown and lost,
Down the
endless road to Infinity toss'd.
The
guinea-fowl-plumaged houses sleep...
On one,
I saw the lone grass weep,
Where
only the whimpering greyhound wind
Chased me,
raced me, for what it could find."
And
there in the black and furry boughs
How
slowly, coldly, old Time grows,
Where
the pigeons smelling of gingerbread,
And the
spectacled owls so deeply read,
And the
sweet ring-doves of curded milk
Watch
the Infanta's gown of silk
In the
ghost-room tall where the governante
Gesticulates
lente and walks andante.
'Madam,
Princesses must be obedient;
For a
medicine now becomes expedient--
Of five
ingredients--a diapente,
Said the
governante, fading lente...
In at
the window then looked he,
The
navy-blue ghost of Mr. Belaker,
The
allegro Negro cocktail-shaker--
And his
flattened face like the moon saw she--
Rhinoceros-black
(a flowing sea!).
The Web
Of Eros
Within
your magic web of hair, lies furled
The fire
and splendour of the ancient world;
The dire
gold of the comet's wind-blown hair;
The
songs that turned to gold the evening air
When all
the stars of heaven sang for joy.
The
flames that burnt the cloud-high city Troy.
The
mænad fire of spring on the cold earth;
The
myrrh-lit flame that gave both death and birth
To the
soul Phoenix; and the star-bright shower
That
came to Danaë in her brazen tower...
Within
your magic web of hair lies furled
The fire
and splendour of the ancient world.
Scotch
Rhapsody
Do not
take a bath in Jordan, Gordon,
On the
holy Sabbath, on the peaceful day! '
Said the
huntsman, playing on his old bagpipe,
Boring
to death the pheasant and the snipe —
Boring
the ptarmigan and grouse for fun —
Boring
them worse than a nine-bore gun.
Till the
flaxen leaves where the prunes are ripe,
Heard
the tartan wind a-droning in the pipe,
And they
heard Macpherson say:
'Where
do the waves go? What hotels
Hide
their bustles and their gay ombrelles?
And
would there be room? —
Would
there be room?
Would
there be room
for
me?
There is
a hotel at Ostend
Cold as
the wind, without an end,
Haunted
by ghostly poor relations
Of
Bostonian conversations
(Like
bagpipes rotting through the walls.)
And
there the pearl-ropes fall like shawls
With a
noise like marine waterfalls.
And
'Another little drink wouldn't do us any harm! '
Pierces
through the Sabbatical calm.
And that
is the place for me!
So do
not take a bath in Jordan, Gordon,
On the
holy Sabbath, on the peaceful day —
Or
you'll never go to heaven, Gordon Macpherson,
And
speaking purely as a private person
That is
the place
— that
is the place
— that
is the
place
for
me!
About
her poetry
Poetry FoundationBiography by Richard Greene
The Guardian
The Eccentric Edith Sitwell
CR Fashion Book
Edith
Sitwell, sitter in 56 portraits
W Magazine, November 5, 2018.
The
grave of Edith Sitwell at Weedon Lois, Northamptonshire, U.K. The bronze hands sculpted by Henry Moore.
The past
and the present
Are as
one -
Accordant
and discordant
Youth
and age,
And
death and birth.
For out
of one came all -
From all
come one.